sWeedie gArdeN

4.2

2012-01-16T21:40:00.000-08:00

Just finish the last paper today and yes it is my second last final examination before graduated from UKM. I really wish I could fast forward the time now to June when everything is over.

This semester ends soooo fast before I realized it. And the Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Am much worry about my thesis so basically don't really quite have the mood for Chinese New Year celebration. Four days before Chinese New Year and three days before flying home. Am hoping to have a time freezer to freeze the time. I don't want to face the reality (slap me please). I don't want come back after CNY.

Nothing much to say about this semester. Semester end too fast with tonnes of endless assignments and FYP. Talking about FYP, yesh!!! I am gonna f*** yea ** in real soon. And then say buh bye to UKM. Enough of unhealthy lifestyle here. I want to escape from this kind of life.

Till then, buh bye.

Happy Chinese New Year. Wishing all a prosperity year ahead and dreams come true for everybody. Last but not least, wishing all have good fortune and great health.

Hello 2012 and bye bye 2011.

2011-12-31T02:23:00.000-08:00

Last week of 2011, I spent it great with the loves despite the exam is coming on the next week. ~~Duh. Mood spoiler.~~ It is always fun and exciting when you had spent the quality time with the right people at right time and right place.

In less than 6 hours, we will be welcoming the year 2012.
All in all, year 2011 is a great year for me and I hope year 2012 will be better and greater.

Started of my 2011 with my industry training in the January. This internship had definitely enriched my experience and giving me enough exposure to certain area. Though the company was very small scale, I really glad that I had chosen this as I was blessed and given a lot of opportunity to execute many programmes. One good news I just knew few days ago, the brochure I did is now place in hotels for promotions. (Happy max)

After internship, went to travel with him for the first time. Well, and our first time we give it to foreign country. It was pleasurable and enjoyable trip. I was glad that you are my travel partner and because of you, there are no worries. (Shall we choose the next destination?)

Spending my long holidays at home doing nothing was the most enjoyable holiday I would say. WAIT a minute ??!!! NOTHING??? ENJOYABLE???!!! I did quite some things of course for the long holidays. Anyway, I sum them to NOTHING and I shall leave that for myself only :D

Coming towards the year end, new semester had begin. This semester ended too fast before I realized and my final year will be come to an end before I can realize also.

Well, that sum up for my 2011 and my wish 2012 I shall keep it for myself.

So bye bye 2011 and hello 2012.

Happy New Year

Note:
1. Will be considering to shutting down the blog site as I had lost much passion and inspiration to write about my personal life. May be will only occasionally update with poem for literature purpose.No more personal. I need privacy.
2. I miss my family.
3. Starting countdown for Chinese New Year.

Christmas Wish List

2011-12-11T04:35:00.001-08:00

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle all the way....

Jingle down to town.

Season of warmth and celebration again. The atmosphere is just so warm to indulge your self in the season of celebration. Not to forget, Christmas sales. Yea... Sales everywhere now..( Ho, ho ho,... peeps you know what to do * wink * wink* )

My Christmas wish list:

1. New phone (Blackberry or Samsung. Any suggestion?)

2. Sponsor trip to any destination of my choice.
3. Unlimited sponsorship for shopping for coming CNY clothes, accessories and shoes.

Well, that so materialistic..Something for inner peace and for the soul.
1. Everything will be just great to pass through.
2. Everyone I love and cherish stay healthy.
3. Peace to the world.

Wishing you very bery merry christmas :)

我相信

2011-12-09T16:07:00.001-08:00

杨培安我相信

词:刘虞瑞曲:陈国华

想飞上天
和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
想做的梦
从不怕别人看见
在这里我都能实现
大声欢笑让你我肩并肩
何处不能欢乐无限
抛开烦恼
勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
i do believe

想飞上天
和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
抛开烦恼
勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
i do believe

我相信(我就是我)
我相信(自由自在)
我相信(我相信我相信)
i belive
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
i do believe
oh ~~~
ah ~~~

Note:

1. This song keep on playing in my mind this few days.

2. It reminds me about the drama and camp.

3. I do believe in something. * wink *

屬龍的射手座的特點

2011-11-27T18:24:00.001-08:00

射手肖龍者是令人崇敬但並非經常顯得溫和的人，他們是大場面的鬥士。這種人既吸引人又具野心。他們相信成功，並且積極朝目標徐徐推進。他們從不怒目待人，這種人具有紳土風度。射手肖龍者並不怕危險，他們能享受諸多冒險犯難的驚險，但是卻很少受到嚴重的傷害，他們通常都能智取敵人。

射手肖龍者有先見之明，他們能夠隻手獨力去發動各種新計劃，他們能不費吹灰之力地處理交易與做決定；但是他們不喜歡複雜化，他們厭惡虛偽狡詐，欺騙肖龍的射手座將倒媚，雖然他們不會傷害冒犯者，不會讓冒犯者遭致生命危險，但是他們將永不再相信這些人，這是射手肖龍者低調的回擊。

射手座者坦言無隱又慷慨大方，肖龍者也是富愛心而心胸寬大的人。他們喜愛各種社交宴會，希望將生活過得多彩多姿。射手座肖龍者希望能擴大自己活動力的範圍，涵括更大的團體與影響力，以使自己的理論與方法能加諸於上。然而如果完全依照這些人的意念去做事，他們個性中慷慨大方的一面可能會將事情弄糟，所以他們必須尋找可諮商的人，斟酌遵循較保守者的意見。射手肖龍者總是掙扎在其內部那不斷要求他前進的敦促之聲中，這種人最想要的是證明他們有能力做某事

人生

2011-11-21T04:43:00.001-08:00

何谓人生？人生何谓？

今天很偶然的发现了我认识（虽然只是几面之缘）的一个人去世了。

他，比我小几岁。

他，是个优秀的人才。。

很可惜他走了。。

是意外。。。

人生，就是这么无常。

就算是健康的人，很可能下一秒就离开人世了。

要死的死不去，不想死的却也偏偏死了。

所以嘛，人生在世，活着就是幸福。

死了，

留下的都是舍不得

死去的没什么，

留下的却痛苦的活着

人生，无常。。。无常。。

愿他已经登上了极乐世界。。

愿他家人为了他，好好的生活。

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4.1

2011-11-17T22:05:00.001-08:00

It's been a time since I last update about my current status in university. First quarter of my final year life had just passed swiftly. How fast is that. And seriously I need more time most of the time now. But at the same time, I am hoping to graduate faster. I want to leave UKM as fast as possible to realize my dream. (I wish I could fast forward the time to next year)

First quarter of my life, packed with assignments, tutorials and presentation which never seems to be ending. Not to forget my final year project. Hmmm... Talking about final year project, I am quite worry about I can't finish in time.However, like my mentor said, we have to be positive and everything will be fine. (Yea.. I always hypnotized myself). I really appreciate and thanks for those who encourage me whenever I feel terribly down and stress. You know who you are :)

Final year as the name says final, everything seems like final. It is the final year you can enjoy your life as student and is time to think about your future path. Is a year to THINK! ( Most of the lectures nowadays taught about life compare to previous year. Some shared experience in family, some shared experience in industry).

This is a year of metamorphosis for me. I had lost myself ever since 4 years ago. I used to be very confident and sometimes quite aggressive but I become timid. I used to be easily mingle around but that was the past. I was quite articulate but that was once upon a time. I was very decisive all the time but that was ages ago.

Where was me?
[ I want to say sorry to myself because I was unable to find the me used to be.(Jimmy) ... I am so liking this phrase and it hits into my heart right away. ]

Previous lecture from my mentor, she said there is a point of time where you feel terribly down when no one couldn't even help you. You have to help yourself and your GOD will lead you through. I believe I am in this situation but of course not that serious. A stage of metamorphosis I shall say. So, in this one year I should regain what I had lost and reposition where I shall be.

Note:
1. Think. ThinK, ThiNK!!!
2. Give me a compass, pls, Pls, pLs!!!
3. All is well !!!
4. Okay, shall get back to work ><

雨夜

2011-10-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

屋檐上的雨水滑落了下来

滴在我的脸庞

你温暖的手轻轻的抹去

给了我一丝丝的温暖

。。。。。。。。。。。。。

微微的冷风

徐徐的吹来

有些些冷

还没开口

你已从后面紧紧把我抱紧

。。。。。。。。。。。。。

滴答滴答

轻轻的敲打我的心房

滴答滴答

慢慢的把我心房填满

。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我。爱。雨夜

My Theme Song

2011-10-15T18:20:00.000-07:00

Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere

A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/j/journey/dont+stop+believin_20075670.html ]
(Chorus)
Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlights people, living just to find emotion
Hiding, somewhere in the night.

Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice,
Just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

(Chorus)

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlights people

Don't stop believin'
Hold on
Streetlight people

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlights people

Note:
1. Came across this song in Glee and ever since then fell deeply in love with Glee.
2. Inspiration of mine(all times).
3. Love Glee version instead of Journey.

My Theme Song

2011-10-15T18:19:00.001-07:00

想家

2011-10-13T23:26:00.000-07:00

我想，我想家了。

有人说，只要心中有家，不管你在何处，家一直都在。
说实在的，这是安慰那些不能回家的人的话。根本是屁话。

家，就有那魔力。
就算外头风再冷
就算那雨再大
只要回到了，我的安乐窝
一切就没事了

家，
那是温暖
是体贴，是呵护
是完完全全专属于我的避风港

累了，
好想，好想回家。。。

Illusion

2011-10-08T17:27:00.000-07:00

Nor it is real nor it is true
is illusion
is fake
An empty present box it is

Once illusion gone
it shall back to the normal

Just an illusion, it is......to be believe but not trust

Thanks GOD

2011-10-04T16:14:00.000-07:00

I’m glad it was a small accident. Thank god for that and Iam safe.

Blackout again after 3 years in UKM.

Blackout was our “friend” when we (my roommie and I) were 1^styear. Now, I still figuring out why only ours room kept on blackout that timeand we went complained each time of occurrence. The office lady was quitefrustrated with us already. And 1 time, I even called back to my dad asked forhis consultation because the management was so slow in handling this issue thattime and my dad is an electrician. See. How desperate are we....

Now, on the night of 10/4/2011, BLACKOUT or I shall say itBURNT and tripped. Our living room fluorescence light burnt twice. Initially, onlysome smoke and we all thought it was okay. But on the second switch “on”, *poof * it burnt and tripped. The smoke was unbearable and I heard others saidfire extinguisher was used. There were some smoke. (Wow… so scary .)

I was shocked when I was informed to evacuate from the roomand I left my room without delaying. ~~( I didn’t even dress properly)~~

Thank GOD we were all safe.

* poof * all burnt

debris on the table

debris on the floor

Note:

1 )Anything can happen any time. Be grateful.

2) I love you all my friends and family.

一切尽在不言中

2011-09-30T23:08:00.000-07:00

还没开口，就懂我想说什么

我们的默契是好的那么难以让人置信

还没说爱，却已感受爱

因为一切都尽在不言中

还没开口，就懂你想说什么

我们终会把对方都赤裸裸的看穿了

还没说爱，却已感受爱

因为一切都尽在不言中

Smurfingly Student Life :)

2011-09-12T05:18:00.000-07:00

1. I am back to school again. Opss University I should say.
2. Smurf-ly excited to see old familiar faces.
3. Finally, am able to online. Smurfingly happy am I.
4. Short term memory lost. So smurf.
5. Unknown smurfingly path awaits. I so smurf.
6. Feeling smurfingly complicated.
7. Lastly, I gonna rock my final smurf year smurfly.

S.M.U.R.F~~~ TA. LA . TA. LA. TA. TA.

Letter to the L.O.V.E.S

2011-09-08T00:13:00.000-07:00

For peoples I love and cherish,

For those who love and cherish me,

At times, I have to walk alone but I know I never was

Because YOU will be there when ever I needed YOU the most

You GIVE me strength to WALK when I am about to STOP

You MAKE NO DOUBTS when I DOUBTING myself

You make a great HIDE OUT for me when I NEEDED most

You CALM me down when I am in the DEEP well

You're everything to me.

I know I'm not alone along my path

Because YOU will GUARD me through

-------- L.O.V.E & T.H.A.N.KS. --------

Simplicity. Minimalist

2011-08-12T20:51:00.000-07:00

Life couldn't get better when everything is simple and minimal.

. We don't need those 3c products as we really think we couldn't survive without those. Embrace the nature. Enjoy the nature.

. Use things that are environmental friendly. We are a part of the environment also.

. Love your self, your environment.

. Live harmoniously with the environment.

. Life is just about embrace and appreciate.

. Believe in GOD.

. Be simple and minimal :)

H`oliDAY gARdEN

2011-08-11T19:56:00.000-07:00

Hello, there !!! Back with the holidays update. I just love my relax, carefree holiday. I had quite long holiday and YES I am enjoying to the max. May be some of you claiming it is too long which made you bored. I personally love the holidayssssss. W.H.HY?

1) Gathering, hanging out with old buddies is a MUST every now and then.

2) Quality time spent with the love one is a bliss.

3) Self enrichment made a better ME .

4) Preparing meal for families is LOVE.

5) Catching up with the latest gossip is a way self enrichment. :D

6) Explore myself again every now and then.

7) Having healthy routine to live a better life.

8) Helping my dad company clerical work is satisfying at times.

9) Helping the chores are satisfying at times.

10) Teaching my sister realised how old I have grown and I was once as young and clueless as she is now.

11) Budget and financial planning is always my core responsibilities.

12) Travelling to other place another way of self enrichment.

13) Reposition myself in my life and others life.

14) Memories are refreshed once in a blue moon.

15) Craziness explode once in a while.

Note:

I just love holidaysssss. Much freedom to spend. I AM A FREE BIRD!!!!

Best Time to Travel to Kuching

2011-07-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

There was my last post about travel in Kuching . Now, this post will be the best time to travel to Kuching and what are the event or festival during that time.

Okay, in Kuching, our peak season of travel is from June to September. Now, I shall list down what are the events available each month normally.

June : Hari Gawai on 1st June and 2nd June. ( This is a festival to celebrate the harvesting. It is a social and also ritual occasion. Series of ceremony and delicacies will be prepared.) It is recommended to come at this time and visit the Dayaks in their traditional houses. However, most of the long houses have been modernized. But, don't worry, they are very friendly. You can visit whole kampongs and they are very welcoming.

June-July : Another world prestige event around this time is the rainforest music festival.

July-August : Kuching Festival . This is organized every year where you can find all the delicious food. Apart from food, there will have cultural show every night from different ethnic and different dance studio, singing club and music club.

June- September : It is the best time to visit the nature and adventure for the nature lover. This is the time where most of the wild animal tend to appear more frequently. Besides animals, plant like Rafflesia are more likely to "bloom" around this time.

Of course, you do not need to travel at this period of time. Actually almost all year round we have events going round and the only thing matter is the size of the event.

Enjoy your trip in Kuching. Miaow `~~

孩子们，不要急着长大！

2011-07-21T06:36:00.000-07:00

孩子们，

你为什么急着长大呢？

你们呀！都不知道大人们都不想长大

你们却一直想长大

孩子们，

你们呀！都无忧无虑

你们都总可以天真无邪

大人们都好羡慕呢!

孩子们,

你们呀！都不知道呀！

大人们的工作压力与辛苦

远远比不上你们的课业压力呀!

孩子们，

活在当下吧！

不要急着长！

在人生的每个阶段

尽情地享受你的角色

~ sweedie laalaa~

Harry Potter

2011-07-16T19:39:00.000-07:00

Harry Potter's movie series have come to the end at last. Finally, the part 2 of deathly hallow is out and of course I have watch it. This movie I would say is much better than the 1st part, however if you do not watch the 1st part please watch first part or else you wouldn't be able to understand what the story is going on. How was the movie? Go to the nearest cinema and watch it.Being an Harry Potter's fan, I had read all the seven books and watch the eight movies for 10 years. Yes. 10 years!!! In fact, I can say that I have grown up together with Harry Potter's books and movies. After watching the movie, I felt a little sad because it was a indescribable feelings that you felt empty inside your heart. (You will know if you grown up together with the stories character.) The story had come to the end and the characters were all grown up already. I remembered my first Harry encounter was just and accident. How accidentally it was. It was my school holiday. My dad's friend offered me to read Harry Potter and I was like okay as I had nothing to do also during the holiday. Ever since then, I had been addicted to Harry Potter's series either book or the movie. ( I didn't really read last time but thanks to Harry Potter, I started to read novels)

The seven series in chronology:

1) The Philosopher's Stone/ Sorcerer's stone

2) The Chamber of Secrets

3) The Prisoner of Azkaban

4) The Goblet of Fire

5) The Order of the Phoenix

6) The Half Blood Prince

7) The Deathly Hallow

Note:

1) Read the books. There are much fascinating than the movie.

2) I love the 3 movie actors and actress especially Emma Watson. Hot !!!

3) I love Harry Potter's everything. Awww... I am going to miss all those.

Travel Kuching

2011-07-07T05:12:00.000-07:00

Did I mention in the last post that I gonna update with Zhu Hai, Macau and Hong Kong trip? Well, I am not going to update with that any more because it was too long ago and I think my deary hometown deserves more coverage for that.

After half day visiting the local travel agent, I just realized that I am ashamed to call as Kuchingites as I found out that we actually have quite a lot place of interest yet to be discovered and traveled. Some are private still.

Kuching O Kuching, small yet interesting with rich culture and breathtaking rain forest.

You can come Kuching for any purposes, for delicacies, adventure, culture and even shopping.

Delicacies- We have everything here. You name it, we have it.From Western to Oriental, from local to international , we have it all. Anyway, the local food you all should try once you are here are the Kolo mee and Sarawak Laksa which only you can find in Sarawak. ( and I think Kuching taste the best) Both of this you can find else where in our kopitiam. ( Tips for degree of delicious, observe how is the crowd in the shop. Secondly, if you worry about cleanliness, look for the ABCD sticker in our kopitiam. A has the highest score of cleanliness and there goes on. )

Culture- Every part of the Kuching is our culture. From the heart of the city to rural area, you will be amazed with the rich culture we have. From Brooke era till now, you can see how the Kuching evolved. Get everything you want to know about Kuching in Sarawak Museum and Sarawak Cultural Village. Walk along the Water front, you will see how Brooke era was. Walk into the shop houses along the river bank, another experience yet to be discovered. Use sampan( a type of boat) across Sarawak river to Astana, Orchid garden, Police museum, Fort Margarerita and Malay Kampong is yet another different experience. Go to Sunday Market, you see how we live harmony regardless of races. Go to rural area, yet another different culture you will be exposed to.

Adventure- From kayaking, jungle trekking, jungle exploration, rock climbing to cruise, we have it. Go to Bako National Park to see the wild life and experience the wild. Head to Gunung Gading to see the largest flower in the world- Rafflessia, but this is seasonal. For tranquilizing beach, Sematan beach will be the best choice. Jungle trekking at Mount Santubong to uncover the mystery of Mount Santubong. Want to see the orang utan? Go to Semenggoh Wildlife centre. Feel like rafting or kayaking, go to the Kampong nearby the Borneo Highland.

Shopping- If you looking for brand such as Chanel, LV, and etc. , sorry to tell you that we have very limited for that. Then, what to shop here? Our local products from handicraft to food products. You can get a nice piece of handicraft at reasonable price. Ours souvenirs are nice and cheap. Go to Sunday Market and you can get a 5 pieces of key chain with RM 10 only. If you are unable to go to Sunday Market, don't worry the shops in the town do sell also. Price not much differ. Now, come to the food, you should grab at least one of our renowned pepper products back home. White pepper is much expensive than black pepper (required more processing not because it is better）. Which pepper to buy? Depends on what you want to cook. Other than that, kuih lapis,tuak , bird nest and many more.

Well, that wrap up for the Kuching. Actually, there is more to share but I couldn't remember and put it in words at the moment.

Note:

1. If you need some advice for travel in Kuching, drop me a message.

Miaow ~~~

Home Sweet Home

2011-06-25T03:29:00.000-07:00

Finally, I am back to Malaysia once again and to the land of horn bill. The trip was indeed a great one. Quite surprisingly, we met a lot of Malaysian particularly the Malays in China and Hong Kong and we felt happy when we saw some familiar faces from our country yet in our own country we didn't even bother each other.( In the following post, I will include some incident, some how quite funny how we Malaysian met. lol)

Home is always still the best. We shall be grateful with what ever we got. Of course don't take me wrong for that I am satisfy with the development, policy and politic of our country. I want improvement for my country for my people for my nation.Don't take things for granted ever.

For the past two weeks, I was proud to be Malaysian because where ever I went, I had no problem with the language they used and the people there was amazed with our ability to speak Mandarin, English, Cantonese, Hakka, Malay and Hokkien fluently. Isn't that great to be a multilingual Malaysian? With this advantage, I strongly feel that we Malaysia should make full use of this, turn Malaysia to the hub for trading and tourism. Why aren't we make full use of this?

Okay, now let's talk about the food and culture. The food was good only if compared to Malaysia food in terms of deliciousness but their food are much healthier. The culture, to tell you the truth I had a little culture shock though it is an oriental country. All in all, it was indeed a fun, interesting trip. I will be updating with attractions from different place in the next following blogs. Till then, bye bye.

Notes:

1.Too many photos to share so may need longer time for sorting.

2.Following blog will be short and precise(more like a report perhaps).

Reason: I am hoping the information I provided will be helpful and easier to access for others.

Road Bully!!!

2011-06-02T05:17:00.000-07:00

Today supposed to be joyful celebration with my family yet we met someone very RUDE and UNCIVILISED people in Spring. Don't ever let me see you again or else I reported you to the police. If today is not the celebration day, we won't give up so easily. Don't think that you are fierce enough, your car is black enough, You are samseng enough, we scare you. We just don't want to spoil our mood of celebration.

The whole incident was like this.

This particular black, double cabin mitsubishi car was finding a parking slot in Spring. This car was in front of our car. This car owner and his family was very RUDE. Initially, there was a wira already waiting for the parking. This mitsubishi wanted to rampas the parking space which he should not as this WIRA was already waiting for quite a long time( Parking is on first come first serve basis ma).Then, this mitsubishi tried to chip in. WTF. BO KA SI!!! Luckily, the Mitsubitshi didn't manage to get the parking slot.

Okay, that was the first incident which didn't involve us. Okay, now the next incident involved us. This Mitsubishi RAMPAS our parking slot. Thing happened like this. Two cars nest to Wira, there was a new parking slot. There was a car ready to leave. Okay, now the situation was favoring us to park compared to the Mitsubishi because the Mitsubishi already passed half of the length of the parking slot. So, if he wanted to park he had to reverse in. Okay back to the situation. Before the car left, the wife of car owner Mitsubitshi already stand in the parking slot.( WTF, I think you were marking your territory like the animal lo.) Okay. That's fine. We waited till the car left and see whether you can park in or not lo Mitsubishi!!! Mitsubishi, your skill really sucks la. I think my reverse skill is much better than yours lo.( My skill is sucking enough already) You are a 30++ young guy whom reverse 4 times still couldn't get into the parking slot.Friends, in front of him did not have any cars. Our car was just behind. We were waiting him reverse then after that we could search for next parking since you already block the whole road. Now, the conflict came. This guy came down from his car and wanna asked for a fight. WTF. @@#$#$!! You RAMPAS people parking slot, your reverse skill was suckingly BAD and your car was blocking the way!!! Now, you came down from your car wanna fight!!! BO KA SI!!! Then, we were about to left Spring we walked by that car again. It was not reverse parking. Very Obviously this guy don't know how to do reverse parking. Yet, he still being so RUDE!!! Mempersiasoikan kaum lelaki sahaja. Reverse 4 times couldn't get in the parking slot!!!

At the end, we left after he gave way (so called gave way!!!). We didn't take action not because we were frighten because we don't want to spoil the mood of celebration.

Note:

1. This was the first time I ever met. Don't ever let me meet again or else I will take action.

2. That guy got a family and I deeply feel pity for his children. What a RUDE and UNCIVILISED parents that baby has.

3. Despite this, we were enjoying the celebration after all.

Birthday Present :)

2011-05-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

Final year presentation must be well prepared with a shield. This was what I can conclude from my two days of sit-in in your final year presentation.

Presented at the first day in the afternoon session. Well done and congratulation to you. I am so proud of you. I was glad that I can go through one of the important moments in your life with you. The time really flies and you are now going to graduate soon. For what every decision in your future, I will be supporting you always. I know you will always do your best in what ever circumstances and you will always be one of the best. Hold firm, there is still a long way to go.

Lastly, I think you deserve a present from me :) A big hug and muacks :)

Love,

Oyaoya

Note:

<3 When you were presenting , I was more nervous then I myself was presenting. My heart keep bumping so fast

<3 I guess that what LOVE is.

Study Tips

2011-05-16T01:56:00.000-07:00

It is exam season once again in the school and I remembered how I studied for my exam last time. Few tips from my personal experience to share here.

1. Sleep, eat, rest, exercise and entertainment enough. Longer time of revision doesn't means better efficiency of absorption what you learn. It is a waste of time when you spend your whole sleepy afternoon to study which the things you study can't get in your head. You are better off to your lovely bed.

2. Don't stress out. Just relax. Even if you can't finish, don't stress out in the exam. As long as you had listened and pay attention in the classroom during lessons, everything should be all right. Always remember this when you stress out. " All is well and I gonna be okay !" Confident boost your esteem and thus give you the lucky charm. Believe it or not. You have to believe in something to make it happen. So believe you can do it and you can score well.

3. No burning midnight oil for those who are not used to. A waste of time and energy again! Do early preparation.

4. Pay attention always in the class and always do the homework your teacher assigned to you. Unless you are very intelligent, or else you better be hardworking enough to do your home work. If you don't know how to do, copy from your friends. lol ( Okay, this is a last option if you can't find any solution. By the way, a lot of us learn from copying friends answer.)

5. Study for the sake of learning not for the exam. Understand not memorize by heart. Memorization always screwed when it come to tension moment unless you have a sponge like brain which you absorb easily and squeeze out easily. Once you understand the gist, the exam is only a piece of cake.

6. Link everything you learn together. Every subject, every chapter from every subject can be link together. They are like puzzle. You have to put them in a picture so you yourself can see the big picture out of it. Never ever put them separately and lonely. If you put them lonely, they will treat you lonely as well.

7. Do notes. Whatever, whichever style you can think of which suit you, do it. The things will stick in your head like a sticky notes.

8. Last and the most important, never ever look examination in school is the only thing in your life. Never ever take it like now or never if you score bad in exam. Yes. Exam is important to guarantee your enter ticket for university and others scholarship. However, you have to bear in mind that when you stress out to abnormal level, everything will be screwed up by your stress. So, examination is only just a piece of cake. Take it easy and enjoy it.

9. Key point of study : Efficiency not the time.

Note:

A lot of people had mistaken me that I am a studious person by my look. ( Hey! Never judge a book by its cover! They were surprised I said I watch movie and outing on weekly basis. What's wrong with that? They were like are you kidding me? == SWT chin chin)

During exam period, I still watch movie as usual, I hit the mall like usual, I have my exercise routine like usual, I have my gathering with friends and family as usual, I outing as usual. I just do everything as usual. Even there are tonnes to study, yes, I still watch drama and outing like usual and yea I still get good results (I compared to my previous result). So, do everything like normal even if you are having exams.

All the best for all having exam now :)

校园暴力

2011-05-11T21:55:00.000-07:00

校园暴力其实已经是屡见不鲜的事情了。不只是在马来西亚，世界各地都有。所以大家又何必大惊小怪呢？校园暴力其实就像毒瘤。越早发现问题的根源，越早可以根治这问题。为什么大家在批评的时候，不会花时间在想一些更有建设性的建议呢？

教育的本质是什么？教育的本质本应该是教和育。教容易，育而难。在马来西亚现有的教育体系下，大家都变相成了教而都忘了育这一环节。大家都在重绩效下，难免教育都会偏离了它的宗旨。你要怪老师吗？你要怪学校吗？其实，应该是社会与教育体系。大部分的校园暴力其实都是来自问题家庭。而这问题已经是说了又说的了却不见其减少，反而是越来越多。其次，则是校园方针。

不是说没有针对方案，而是那些方案都是治标不治本呀！先说说问题家庭吧。社会的压力，社会的变迁促使越来越多问题家庭。问题家庭往往就衍生更多的社会问题，如：下一个问题家庭，校园暴力以及社会问题。所以，首先我们应该针对这方面来对症下药。我国应该让那些福利机构更容易惠及人民。我们不是说没有那些设施，而是往往很多受害者不只透过什管道寻求帮助。这些福利机构因该更积极的走入人群。适当的心理辅导与建设无可否认的可以减少这类问题发生。不过话说回来，还是当事人本身要有意愿去接受外界的帮忙才可行。

再来，我们说说校方。就针对最近闹得沸沸腾腾的剪头发事件。校方给与的处分是停学两周及心理辅导。在现有的教育体系下，校方不能直接开除那位学生。我，还可以接受校方要给这学生改过自新的机会。毕竟，教育本质是教而育。如果直接开除了，学生的前途肯定是毁了。再说，以他们这样的年纪实在都不知道开除的严重性以及后果。所以说，开除是最后也是最坏的方法。停学两周与心理辅导实在是小惩罚啦！与其停学两周，何不让他们感同身受呢？让他们知道被欺凌是什么感觉，他们才会反省呀！因为只有亲生体会才会刻苦铭心。当然，我并不是建议以牙还牙，因为这是一个恶性循环，只会让事情越变越糟糕。

另外，心灵辅导不只单单给与学生，而父母亲也该陪同。父母也理应接受心理辅导，好让他们能与孩子们以及走出校园暴力。因为毕竟，孩子最大的影响还是原自于家庭。父母与家庭也是背负着最大的责任。

总而言之，要杜绝校园暴力并非是一朝一夕的事。社会，家庭是最大的责任。所以，身为社会的一分子，你也该尽力去协助他们走出校园暴力。

后记：只要学生肯改过自新，大家就因该给他们一个机会重新来过，让他们好好做人。而特别身为师长的，更要紧记这一点。

人谁无过呢？

April Fulls 4/4

2011-05-06T05:14:00.000-07:00

Finally it had come to an end. Yes, time really flies. How fast is that. I once thought I would be looking forward for the arrival of today yet I was so wrong. Sad, don't feel like saying good bye to my second family here as they really treat me like their own daughters. It is so hard to say good bye to a place like this (may be some of you might think, once I complained about the company and now I am having the feeling don't want to leave but to stay longer)

The four months attachment indeed had taught me a lot. I learnt a lot and yeah I did some mistakes once in a while also.( Felt very sorry for the mistake) Luckily,all the staffs here was very nice, helpful and kind. It was an enjoyable working environment after all.

(You must be wondering. Once I complained about the management and some other things. Yes. I did. Every where also face management problems. That is the truth of reality and that is why it call management and we need management. )

( So, since I understand that? Why I don't want continue to work since my boss offer me higher salary and flexi working time? Reason: Health, locality and little part of the management. That's why I didn't accept the offer. )

Regardless of that, this place had make me feel like second home at times. I felt lucky because I was accepted and worked here. Yeah. It is a small company but yes small company really learn more. ( I don't know how much more than my course mates but I am sure my experience is one of a kind) You can be in the marketing and sales line, production line, food product development line, quality control line, accounting line and also business administration line. Where could you find a place like this which you can interchange and switch whenever it is possible? I did. Most of the time in morning, I was business people and in the afternoon I was production people. One word for this four months MULTI-TASKING. Not much sophisticated instrument and everything is basic.

They asked about my feeling, view and opinion of my this four months training. (Time flies.Everything was great, enjoyable and wonderful)

I felt very happy indeed when they give back positive comments on my performance and also my "being human" skill. (I had to say that when come to "being human" skill, I am kinda good with it.. lol.. okay. don't be so proud of my self..lol)

I heard many " You are the first....." (Felt so great when being complimented like this. lol. Indeed, I was very happy) I so touched and almost cried when they said they don't feel like letting me go. I wish to stay somehow at times when I saw my supervisor was damn busy and he always had headache and would take sick leave if the pain was too unbearable. I remembered once he told me luckily you were here to help me. (Yes. I felt pity for him at times. Too many work load actually at times)

Hmmm. I wish to write longer but the longer I write, I feel more connected to them and I feel like continuing. I shall stop right here with a family picture.

Management team.

Can you spot who is the boss and who is my supervisor?

The production girls and mans.

See the garden? Yeah, this is the garden which I was developing for in these four months.

Note: This is the entrance. Friends, if you come to Sarawak,Kuching next time, do pay a visit to this garden. It is special. ( How special? P & C here. Ask me if you want to have a visit in the future. lol)

Note:

1) My supervisor and I have the same initial. We are JJ team. I am Joyce and he is Jeffrey(this is not the correct spelling in order to protect him. Lol) Some customers pronounce his name quite funny that's why when one of my friend said he want to be named as Jeffrey, I was like lmao. lol

2) I am so gonna miss people calling me Miss Joyce. Call me Joyce. lol. I am used to it already now. Although I has this English name ever since when I was in primary school, I very seldom use it and very little people know about it. Only those who very close to me know I am Joyce.

3) I am having the telephonist syndrome now. ><

4) I like to make note as what am I doing now. Post occupation syndrome again. ><

5) Gonna miss them so much.

6) Wish to stay longer for some of the projects.

7) I wish I can go to air-port retail shop also. ( My boss told new trainee she might have the chance to work in airport)

8) The new trainee who come in June is from UUM and she remind me when I first step into this company. How time flies.

9) Loss weight in this four months. ( I am slim enough already ><)

10) All the best for this company in the future and I hope my supervisor headache will find a cure soon.

April Fulls 3

2011-04-26T05:03:00.000-07:00

Yes! I am so free now that I can blog every day. April will soon come to the end and so do my industry training.( Like and Hate Feelings ><)

Today, I had another lunch with my taoke and taoke neo.( Maybe this is the last lunch with them) Ever since I started my industry training, I had lunch with them every Tuesday. Is great to have lunch with them provided they don't preach all the time. Whatever... I get new knowledge about Christian and bible. Supervisor didn't come today again. I miss him. I hope he will come tomorrow.

Boss: Time flies ho... What is your view, opinion after working here?

Me: I feel very lucky to be working here lo. I can do all, expose to all. I learn a lot of new things especially in business and bla bla bla....

Boss: So you have any interest in business field?

Me: Definitely. It is totally different from Science field.

Boss: Ya la. Business is challenging and dynamic. The situation changes always. Different people different ways of handling. Not only people but environment.. and bla bla bla....

and the conversation as usual soon diverge to Christian belief sharing. When ever come to this topic, I would just take it as story telling session.

Every Tuesday, we would have something like this. Sometimes the taoke neo cook for the lunch. Not going to say I will miss it but I will say it was definitely nice sharing experience.

Much to share during internship but I am just too lazy to put all in words.

Hmmmm....Maybe next entry with details.

Aprils Fulls 2

2011-04-25T06:01:00.000-07:00

Well, well, well... It finally come to the end. Another two weeks left here, complicated feelings. I feel very happy with workers( most of them). They treat me like own daughter. I am sheltered with father love. The whole company is fulled with MAN ( The management team). I love my SV cuteness somehow. I think he is a good father. lolx ( Though he always ta pao spicy, oily stuff for me) The only thing I don't like is the management and I lose weight in this four months attachment. Thanks to the insufficient sleep and lunch.

Experience indeed is very much important. Most of them don't have a degree yet they do everything like professional. I always wonder how my supervisor can handle so many stuffs in the company though he is production manager. I name him the superman of the company. WHY? Every thing is under him. Production matters ? Superman! Account matters? Superman! Product Development ? Superman! Sales and Marketing? Superman! Factory maintanence? Superman! Business administration? Superman! Even housekeeping and gardening .... my SUPER DUPER SUPERMAN SUPERVISOR! !! Poor dear... I always pity him. He always get headache. ( Don't know is too stress or what?!!) Today he just took leave again. How I miss him when he took leave. lolx. I surely will miss him after my training.

Projects still on the way of completing yet I think I had done my part which I can do the best at the moment now. Some of it takes time. For example, Halal certification and execution of marketing on the garden. Nevertheless, I had prepared a to do list for next trainee or person to follow up already. Hopefully my plan will be executed by then especially the garden and other food product developments. I hope I can see my food product development will be selling like hot cake in the future. 4 and a half products. hmmm.. finger crossed ( but chances are slim though due to SOME FACTORS)

I had two study trips during the trainings. One to Semenggoh Research Centre ( Agriculture department) and another one to Malaysian Pepper Board. I love this two trips. I think I quite lucky to had two study trips to these two statutory body. Much to learn, much to see and much to experience.

Another skill gain is I am able to understand more about Foo Chow and Bahasa Sarawak, Iban.

My Hokkien, Cantonese, English and Hakka had improved. lolx... (Practice make perfect) Thanks to the marketing and sales.

If there is no some other concern, may be I think I will continue because I am not the type do things do half way.

Complicated feeling.

Note: Today , I feel so bored since I had done all my things ( The one I supposed to do) I want a busy day ( What the freak ><)

April Fulls :)

2011-04-18T02:45:00.000-07:00

This shall be my April first post and I think it shall be my last entry of my industrial training.(hmmm... may be not if there is some others INTERESTING to be updated)

Being attached four months here, basically I have learnt what I shall know in the business more than what it is in food science. I am clearer in my future direction as quality control or assurance would not be my first option for sure. Seriously, my interest in marketing getting more each day. Challenging yet fun. I will consider marketing executive in my future job list.( and YES! I can wear very pretty always ...lol...)

Talking about food science related field, not so much but at least it is a new stuff. Basic theories and application which is most useful all the time as it is. Nothing much to say about processing/ food science/ food product development/ halal. I just don't have the mood to make comment on this because I don't think it worth my comment any how.

Extension of my working in this company? Yea.. I finally have made decision. I not gonna continue. There are several conflicts arise when I am considering all this while. The problems I shall not mention it here.(Too much conflicts)Yea.. We cant be so greedy at once. You want to get one thing. You have to give up another. So, I give up this one as I have another plan waiting for me to execute.

Okay. I think that wraps up my industrial training all this while and the clock just strike 6. Is time to go home!!!

Tschuss....

Sayonara...

>>> German and Japanese appearing very often??? Yea... One of my plan... hehe

世界别为我担心

2011-04-03T01:36:00.000-07:00

我第一本几米的书。一直都很喜欢几米，只是不舍得买。现在，终于把它买下了。已经看了两遍，因为实在是太有意思了。再加上美美的图画，真叫我爱不释手呀！！！

后记：好喜欢喔。本来还想买《我不是完美小孩》，可是鱼与熊掌不能兼得呀！只好选了这本咯。。。

My Days With Mitch & Morrie

2011-03-27T00:11:00.000-07:00

1. Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live

2. Most of us all walk around as if we're sleepwalking. We really don't experience the world fully, because we're half-asleeped , doing things we automatically think we have to do.

3.Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent

4.Aging is not just decay. It's growth. It's more than negative that you're going to die, it's also positive that you understand you're going to die, and that you live a better life because of it

5. If you have found meaning in your life, you don't want to go back. You want to go forward. You want to see more and do more.

6. Status will get you no where

7. Only an open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone

8. Love is how you stay alive even after you are gone

9. There are a few rules about love and marriage. If yo
u don't respect the other person, you gonna have a lot of problems. If you don't know how to compromise, you're gonna have a lot of troubles. If you can't talk openly about what goes on between you, you gonna have a lot of trouble. And if you don't have a common set of values in life, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. Your values must be alike.

10.Every society has it owns problem. The way to do it right is not run away but work at creating your own culture.

11. No matter where you live, the biggest defect we human beings are shortsighted.

12. Death ends life, not a relationship

~~~ My days with Morrie and Mitch~~~
~~~ Should have post it long ago after finish reading it yet to find time for me to post the quote is kinda hard. Nevertheless, re-read again make me fell in love with Mitch's writing and I shall share some of the phrase from his book, Tuesday with Morrie. ~~~

~~~ Phrases quoted and adapted from Tuesday with Morrie by Mitch Albom~~~

我的20+懂了

2011-03-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

我的20+懂了

1）你不需要很伟大，你只需要做好你的份内事

2）如果有人对你批评，你应该感谢他

3）天下唯一不变的只有亲情

4）你可以长得不好看，可是你一定要自信

5）与其整天抱怨，不如用那些时间来正面行动

6）很多事情不是你想要就有，往往大家都是身不由己

7）大家都是你看我好，我看你好

8）就算你是天王人物，你的死去，地球还是会转动

9）你可以鸡婆但请你先尊重他人的隐私

10）你可选择自由，但自由永远被负着一个链子

11）就算你是小螺丝，只放对了地方，你便是个大机器

12）对每一件事感恩，心会更宽畅

13）感性比其性感更撩人

14）请相信爱，不管那是爱情，亲情，友情还是其他的爱。因为爱让一切变可能

15）事业固然重要，切记你一定要留些空间给自己。因为你工作也是为了你的生活。

16）凡事皆因果。不是不报，只是时辰未到

17）常微笑，心情好

18）请先聆听，在发言

19）如果别人赞美，请虚心说谢谢。不承认只会让你显得虚伪

20）凡事都有两面，不要太自以为是

2 months :)

2011-02-25T05:04:00.000-08:00

It have been a while since I last updated my last entry on my industrial training. Now, I shall live up my blog with another entry of my 2 months attachment so far.

Well, well, well... Where should I start first???? hhmmmm... may be I shall start with the workers first. The workers are really cute when interacting with them. I have no comments on their comments. I heard stories from them everyday and most of the time I will only " uh- huh, so desu nei, i yo, why lei? and how lei? " Like yesterday, I simply laugh my ass off just because the way they interact or communicate with each other is so funny.

Okay, that is about the worker. My work scope still at the management, marketing and also administration department. [Currently, I am a debt collector which I have to call the our company vendors to make the payment(Some of the excuses are very funny indeed. Eg: Our fax machine spoiled cant fax bank in slip.== Then, why you can fax the purchase order???? )]

Hmmm... Business as in practical is totally different from the lecture. Now, I really understand what does it means by FOB and CNF( Thanks God that our company deal quite a number FOB business.)

Today, my boss just assigned me a food product development project. Okay. There is 3 project. It seems easy yet so tough. ( Never mind, as I go along the way, I will get through it.My belief)
So, now I am exposed to food science I shall say after 2 months of business world.

2 months, is very fast indeed. Was still counting down for Chinese New Year last month but now is counting down to March.

~~~One important lesson learned: Boss = Lecturer, Good Boss = Good Lecturer.
~~~Human resource indeed is very verY veRY vERY VERY IMPORTANT!!!
~~~Getting bored sometimes as I really wish there is someone to talk with.
~~~Is the arrival of the March, 2 months left and am waiting for the June arrival.

~~~ Schussss~~~~

Reasons to Get Attached :)

2011-02-07T01:15:00.000-08:00

In the conjunction of Valentine day, I will list down the advantages and disadvantages getting in a relationship:

Advantages:
1. You get another friend to listen to your problem unconditionally.
2. You get pampered like the way you want.
3. You get special gifts for special days.
4. You become a better person
5. You become more responsible
6. You become more matured
7. You know your self better
8. You understand other better
9. You have different point of view for a matter
10. You have reminder
11. You become more charming or pretty
12. You become more sexually attractive
13. You got people to scold you even other don't
14. You grow together with your partners
15. You have other opinion
16. You get to know more friends
17. You expand your social networking
18. You be proud of having something from him/her
19. You can boast around if your bf/gf is superman or superwoman

Disadvantages:
1. You can become moody
2. You can become control freak
3. You can become mama boy @ daddy girl
4. You can become the boy friend or girl friend come first
5. You get to spend more

So... good more than bad.. So get into a relationship in this coming Valentine :)

>>> A good and healthy relationship needs 2 matured individual who are willing to give commitment. If you are not, better don't get into the love matter.

Good Luck to all and Happy Valentine :)

2 weeks after...

2011-01-13T01:34:00.001-08:00

Is 2nd week of my industrial training. How fast is that.. and soon it will be Chinese New Year. I am waiting for it.. hehe

This 2 weeks have been exposed to the business world as I wish earlier. Feeling great and good because I am learning something that is totally different with my major now. One word to describe business- Challenging. I given the task to come out with a good marketing plan because they are changing their track and expanding now. I am glad that they give the opportunity to me and they are willing to guide me through.

One thing I found quite interesting is the workers here. They are so cute though all of them are Uncles and Aunties...

2 weeks of business stuff and there is more to come( I hope so... lol)

>>>> Typing this while waiting for my dad to come. I am bored after 5pm everyday.

Kuching, all Over again :)

2010-12-30T18:41:00.000-08:00

I always discover something new about Kuching whenever I explore further.

For the last day of 2010, once again I have a ONE day trip all over again in Kuching. What I can say I couldn't agree more, the more I explore the more I didn't know about it. It is just the same as the more I read, the more I found myself I didn't read enough.

The first destination I went to is pitcher plant garden which is located at 10th miles. To my disappointment, it was not like before when I just went for N years ago. There was only a few pitcher plant, nothing much to see, wild orchids was less than 10 species.What a sad thing. And I became a generous blood donator as well as money donator ==

However, the next destination was great. For the first time ever in my life, I stepped into a Bidayuh long house. It was Annah Rais kampong which named after a Dutch lady. Interesting places. O ya, we were served with the famous tuak and it tasted just nice. The sweet and sour is balance. It was a good quality tuak indeed. Only RM10 ( I was regret after I went home.. cos of I din't buy the tuak.. so nice ) I love the tranquility and peacefulness in this kampong.

Next, we headed to hot spring. Well, the water is very clear. You can see the fish swimming around your leg. The water was very cooling. ( Not hot spring meh? How come the water was cool) This place is quite interesting.( in this term, I will say it is interesting because of the geographical design) I not sure whether it should be called hot spring or hot river. Only in the middle of this river of a certain part, the water is hot enough to boil an egg. The left and right hand side of the river is breezing cool. Why ? I don't know. Can somebody explain to me :)

Then, we headed to town once again. I found the other side of Kuching. Kuching a great place , everyone is so friendly to help each other ( if not everyone, i will say 85 %) People is nice. The city is clean. They are polite enough. I am glad to hear that whenever they say we are friendly and helpful :)

.... the exploration indeed is a 101% satisfying journey. I get to know Kuching all over again from other perspectives.

.... There is a lot of great lodges, guest house around Kuching area with very cheap price. It is very strategic and convenient also.

.... Wish to have another exploration once again

.... Kuching, You rocks!!! I love you :)

思念

2010-12-11T18:51:00.000-08:00

在车子里面有着你的味道
同样的开回那条街道
那条你我都熟悉的街道
一样的情景，一样的路牌
唯独来来去去的人变了

你的笑声似乎还在我耳中
你的嬉闹似乎不曾离开我
我知道，你一直都在我心中

思念不曾停过
每一滴的思念都是痛的
眼泪也许不会再从眼眶决堤
但它依旧会慢慢的在我心里流下

我学会了坚强
那是爱的承诺
但坚强很多时候是伪装的
我是贝壳。。。
我，受伤的心一直被外壳保护的很好
我不晓得，哪一天伤口才会愈合
在那之前，请容许我慢慢的用你的爱来治愈

The Forgotten?

2010-11-24T00:54:00.000-08:00

I just went to one of the secondary school in the rural area with my dad. I was shocked with the condition of the school inside.

It is a boarding school. The facilities and the cleanliness of the school compound especially in the hostel is terribly awful.The washing rooms are full with mosses and rusty pipes are everywhere with a few room that can be used only. Their beds and wardrobes are even worse. Something very interesting I noticed there, the boarding student used a special way to make sure their undies din't fly away --- They tie their undies around the robe. What a creative way :D

It is sad to see this.When government spent more money on those ' useless' things, why don't they spend more for the needy. Have we being forgotten by the west Malaysia as we are 1 part of the Malaysia also. What is the point of having 1 Malaysia concept?Aren't that West and East Malaysia is one?

From : The poor forgotten one.

Harry Potter 7. The Deathly Hallow

2010-11-18T19:55:00.000-08:00

I have long awaited for this movie ( HP fans..hahaha). So, how am I going to miss this.Thanks to you for giving me the surprise though I din't plan to watch the premiere. For the 1st time ever, I watch premiere for the movie.

This Harry Potter is the best among the seven series.Too bad is divided into 2 parts which I have to wait until next July to watch the part 2. However, because of this , it makes the movie better then the previous series. For the previous series, a lot of part is being cut down which make the films less understandable for those din't read the book at all. This does not happen in this HP 7.Action and humor is packed in one. The details? Go to your nearest cinema :)

It's worth watching. 2 and a half hour movie packed with continuous action surely will worth the ticket :)

>>>>> Harry is so cute :)

干爹干娘，干哥哥，干姐姐，干妹妹，干弟弟。。。

2010-11-07T07:30:00.000-08:00

我一直以来的想法是认干爹娘，兄弟姐妹是一件很恶心的事情。所有那些与你有血缘关系的，世界上就这么独一无二，为什么要找个“干的”来呢？真搞不清楚为何要搞这些东西。有些时候，是的“干得”也许关系比较好，但是如果真的是很好的关系，岂会在乎那些无所谓的称呼呢。。。

血浓于水这句话确实是有他的道理在。就算“干得”再好，到头来，你会发现其实那个“干得”也没什么嘛。。。

Seriously, I am not okay with this( say me conservatives or what ever you like). But , no offense. It's just my opinion.

Miss

2010-11-06T04:58:00.001-07:00

I miss the time when I can express myself in poem effortlessly
I miss the time when I can express myself in nice word...

Where have they all gone? Baby, please come back to me... how I miss the time I was a poet ( hahaa... as if.... so I posted 2 poem I written long long ago.....)

曾经

2010-11-06T04:53:00.000-07:00

曾经努力过

所以不想轻易放弃

曾经付出

所以更显得珍贵

曾经爱过

所以不后悔

曾经痛过

所以怕跌倒

曾经哭过

所以笑才显得更珍贵

我们都曾经拥有过

也曾经错过

那些多少得曾经

已不重要了

回首过去又有何用呢?

我只能说我曾经拥有过…

友

2010-11-06T04:52:00.000-07:00

尚若友情是坚固地

不管风吹雨打

都不会被摧毁

尚若朋友之间的心是依附着的

就算距离再遥远

心亦是近地

尚若彼此的心是紧紧相依地

哪怕什么惊涛骇浪呢?

尚若俩有缘

亦会千里来相会

尚若俩是无缘

对面亦不会相逢

朋友讲求的是缘分

友情是靠心去经营

彼此的信任与依赖

建立在你我的情谊上

Short Break

2010-10-29T02:06:00.000-07:00

In a blink of time, I have sat 6 papers out of 7 papers. Last paper will be on the 9th of November. So, I have a short study week before last paper. At the mean time, we are going to have our FPD presentation on this coming Wednesday which we were doing for all this semester. Anyway, gonna relax myself a while first before continue to work on this FPD.

>>>>>> Looking on the bright side on pack schedule exam, it wasn't that bad after all. But... But ... but provided there is a study week before the exam. The exam end faster ... I like it :)

>>>>>> Is the end of the semester once again, to conclude my this semester, as usual, hectic uni life loaded with tonnes of assignment and report. I am glad that this semester is going to end soon because is really a stressful semester ( I always wonder why we are so busy). Well, I like the end of the semester because it means I am going home very soon also.

>>>>>> Countdown: 13 days ahead. Kolo mee and Kuching Laksa's aroma is getting stronger :)

Love

~ CFC ~

Exam

2010-10-25T21:25:00.000-07:00

Just sat for 1 paper only this morning and left another 6 papers to go. And tonight I will be having another paper.

I am quite happy right now not because the exam was easy or I have made a full preparation for upcoming exam. I am happy because I am one step nearer to the end of this semester which is the time when I can fly back home.

May be some of you might think huh... exam haven finish but already think of going home and I shall concentrate on study 1st. Well, that is not so me. I never take any exam very seriously as some of my friends wanted to be the top scorer always AND they feel like dying if they cant score well.Well, for me, if I have tried my best, I will be contented with what ever I had. I don't really mind if I get poor result because I know I get some other things beside than poor result. Is good to be competitive at times but when competition has been altered its benefits, what is the point of having competition. And exam is just a chapter of your life and when you look back after several years it just may be a small little paragraph of your life. Nothing BIG and GREAT. So, I wonder why some people take it so seriously for the examination as it was their life and so KIASU at times. Come on, think about it. What is the point of having examination. To score better or to learn more( I guess the answer for our students will be score better.. because our education system. I couldn't stress more on that... the students are exam orientated). Come on, there is so many exam in our lifes as we go on. Are you going to be like this for every single examination in our life. Won't you feel tired? What a poor life....

Since I din't take is so seriously and I just let it be whatever the nature take it course. Because I know I have tried my best and I won't regret for that. Thus, whenever people ask me what you aim for your result , I always say NO AIM. Seriously, I have never aim how much I have to and I will score. But my friends and people around never seems to believe. ( Since primary till now ==)
Why? Because I look like the one who always aim to be TOP SCORER???!!! Wrong!!!Wrong!!! Wrong!!! Never judge a book by its cover eh!!!

Anyway, gonna end my post here because it will be a very very very long post if I wanted to continue because education topic always make me enthusiast to discuss. hahaha( I don't know why... but I just like) sO.... buh bye now...

O ya... all the best for those who having exam now and will be having the exam soon.
Study smart and just try your best :)

>>>>>>>>>> count down mode is on : 16 days ahead :)

Sagittarian vs Geminian

2010-10-24T04:33:00.000-07:00

Me....

A Sagittarius woman lacks tact and her flat, on-the-face statements may make you feeling like running away from her. Then, suddenly, she will say something so charming that you will feel as if you are on the seventh heaven. There, you go again! You will be trapped in her charm once more. Once you have been enamored by a Sagittarius girl, you will be staying with her for a long time. She is pleasant, friendly, outspoken and very talkative. Her forthrightness comes form the fact that she has no illusions about the world.

She sees it exactly as it is and says what she sees. At times, you may wish that she were not so honest. But then, she would be like any other girl, wouldn't she? In all probability, you will not like it. A Sagittarian female is very optimistic, but she is not irrational. She will judge the entire situation as per the facts, analyze its probable outcome and still believe that things will get better. Usually, she is very calm and composed. However, when you become rude to her or offend her, she may become like the fire-spitting dragon.

Sagittarius women are quite independent and love their freedom. They are attached to their family, but not too much. If you want to get something done from a Sagittarian female, just ask her; don't order. She will never ever do it. She is your better half and don't you dare forget that. On the other hand, she doesn't want a sissy for a husband or boyfriend. He has to be a real man, who has his ego and won't stand for nonsense. So, you will be expected to balance politeness with firmness.

I know it's difficult - but then, since when was winning someone easy. With a Sagittarius girl, you will never have to guess. She says what she thinks and how she acts shows what she feels. This bluntness may cost her heavily at times, even to the point of ending the relationship. Still, she would act as if she's not hurt at all and it is just one of the many harmless flirtations she's had. People will even believe all this, while inside she will be weeping and nursing her wounds. All this time, she will be analyzing what went wrong and when.

The word 'marriage' makes a Sagittarian female a little nervous and you will need to tempt her in order to make her settle down. She is a little hard to catch and tends to be one of the boys all the time. That doesn't mean she looks or acts like a man! Infact, she is as female as any other girl is. The society and its norms do not matter to her. She can never be the hypocrite that some people are and tend to wiggle a few tongues. Her honesty and brusqueness further add to the negative opinions.

Don't be fooled by them. Look deep inside a Sagittarius female and you will find a woman who is so enthusiastic about life and who trusts easily. Infact, this extreme belief makes her heart vulnerable and defenseless. It gets broken too often, but then, she knows how to move on with life. You will be tempted to care for her. It's natural. There are hardly any people who can resist the bright and charming disposition of a Sagittarius girl. She will not be too good with money and will most probably be on the extravagant side.

She is very sentimental and emotional, though it seems otherwise. It just that, where her feelings are concerned, she becomes too shy. After marriage, your house will always remain sparkling clean, even if you don't have a maid to do that. She cannot stand sloppiness, it doesn't appeal to her sensibilities. She may not be too good at cooking, but she will also not burn your egg every day. A Sagittarian girl may pass the most sarcastic comments when she is angry, but she will forget the resentment soon enough. Then, she won't understand why are you so upset.

As a mother, she will be very friendly with the kids. Infact, she will be more of a chum, than a mom. Only, you will have to teach them to take her bluntness with a pinch of salt. Apart from that, she will be wonderful and make them as independent as she is. She will be a lovely hostess to guests and make them feel at home. Just let her be what she is. Don't try to change her and don't curb her individuality. She will brighten your life with her optimism, boost you with loyalty, trust you blindly and shower her affection on you. She will encourage you to see dreams and help you in making them come true!

and him....

If you are one of those who need a constant reassurance in love, then don't even think of getting close to a Gemini man. He will always be there for you, but it will not be the same as being always there with you. His characteristic profile makes him restless and fidgety; so don't expect him to be at the same place for too long. Being suspicious wouldn't do much good either. If you still want to be with him, prepare yourself to accept his impatience. Once you have done this, you will be treated to the company of two, at times three-four men.

A Gemini male has a dual nature, which can get extended to three-four different personalities too. His typical personality traits include friendliness, love for people and getting along with almost everyone. He can talk on any topic under the sun, is an excellent conversationalist and has a witty nature. More often than not, he becomes the life of a party. Are you are thinking of dating him after seeing him at one of these parties? Go ahead, what he displayed at the party was his true self, but then, don't forget that he has three-four other identities also.

One day, he may bring you flowers, candies and cards without any occasion. The very next, he may not meet you even after confirming the meeting just an hour back. Two days after that, he may turn into your worst critic. Then, suddenly he will be the same guy he was on the first day. You will be treated like a queen and start feeling like one too. Then, one day, he will suddenly propose you and you will forget all that happened in the past and say 'Yes'! Now comes the main part, when you have to live with a walking-talking enigma.

If you are in love with a Gemini guy, forget terms like stability, security and consistency. In case you are extremely sensitive, it is better to move away now. However, if you can digest his quirkiness without complaining, you will be leading a life full of surprises and at times, shocks. You will be waking up with a different man each day (not literally!), though the change may be for the better. Just stay a little distant from him; too much closeness makes him nervous. Gemini men have a personal side, which they will never share with anyone, not even with their lover.

The best way to extinguish the flame between both of you is to bring monotony and boredom into your relationship. He will run away. He loves, infact needs, change. Just be as curious and as interested in life, and its different aspects, as he is. He wants a female who can catch up with him mentally. A Gemini man will never mind if you defeat him at his mind games every now and then, infact he will be thrilled at getting an intelligent partner-cum-competitor. He is not an egoist and will want you to express your intelligence.

A woman with brains turns him on. Geminis tend to move over old friends and make new ones, but that's because their personality changes so frequently that people find it difficult to cope up with them. They love people and loneliness disturbs them. To win the heart of a Gemini male, just assure him that you are the one who will always be near him, but won't get too close to him or lean on him. He will gladly take you with him and let you see all that he sees. He is usually generous with money, but may turn stingy at times.

However, his basic nature includes a sharing attitude, in case of money, knowledge, happiness and almost everything. A Gemini man is too idealistic to indulge in adultery and loyalty is something you will not have to worry about. However, he may throw admiring glances at the hot babes on the beach. Just don't doubt him; it may trigger him to do something he didn't even think of doing before. You may try as much as you can to hide your suspicions from him, but he will be able to guess and that would make him miserable.

A Gemini guy loves an audience, whether it comprises of males or females. However, it will never go beyond that, unless of course you doubt him. Just like he has male friends, he will have female friends too. It is better if you make them your friends too. Don't try to bind Gemini men too much and let them have their independence and freedom. In return, they will do the same for you. They make excellent fathers, who are more like buddies to their children. A Gemini man will cuddle them with love, compete with them like a friend and protect them like a father.

However, you will have to take over the responsibility of disciplining them. A Gemini male is not prone to jealousy and he will never be extremely possessive. He will trust you as much as he expects you to trust him. He may lack passion, but he will be full of romance. Just hear the same music he hears and see the same dreams he sees. Is he running? Try to catch up with him. If you get tired on the way, don't worry. He will stop for you, hold your hand and build up your strength to run with him again!

and we make....

If the initial attraction of a Gemini-Sagittarius relationship has to be maintained, both the individuals will have to adjust a little. Their outgoing nature, gregarious personality and independent spirit will easily draw them towards each other. However, she may feel a little insecure because of his totally-intellectual approach towards life. She is a warm individual, who not only loves to party, but also wants a cozy nest for home. Both of them have a bad temper and can get sarcastic, when in a bad mood. This is what makes a situation no less than an emergency.

Source: IloveIndia. com

射手座

2010-10-22T19:48:00.000-07:00

射手座

射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么.她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁.她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。在她的世界里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。她心里的，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。

Final

2010-10-19T21:58:00.000-07:00

Less than a week, I will be having my final exam yet the worst thing is I din't start study.

This semester is going to be tough. No STUDY week. 6 papers in 4 consecutive days. What a BRILLIANT management from our UNI. (Our exam time table has changed twice already == and we went to complain and they said took it as an experience... zzz.. we won't want this kind of experience okay!!!!) Then just left last paper at the last week.

I shall start my revision now. Hmmmm... but moodless as usual. Hmmmm... Never mind ... as my mood come I start study... hmmm.. Since I can't change anything, I change myself !!! Be positive and just try my best that's my motto.

Ganbateh kudasai to myself.
All the best in coming exam for all :)

>>>>>> counting down the days back home :) which keep my spirit high always :)

P.S I love you

2010-10-17T04:55:00.000-07:00

"Nothing left but just memories of yours"

I was wondering this few days, if I was the one who is facing the situation, how will it be?

It was devastating to see your loved one pass away in a sudden and I think if I were him I may take a life time (may be) to recover or I will never heal. The scar was still there even though he had recovered. It will remind him of her. And If I were him, I think the same will goes for me as well.Though some people said love is not everything. But once you in love, you will know everything that from love is important which sometimes you might don't want your life.

Life just unpredictable and full of uncertainty. There is no forecast for the tomorrow.

And I think... If I were her, and how will you be?
Will you take ages to overcome the sorrow? Will you be like Holly?
and I think and think... how will your life will be then?

Our promise to each other-Live better than before.

" I am only one chapter of your life. There is many more to come. Don't afraid to fall in love again.

Love Gerry

P.S I love you "

This is my favorite quote from the book. ( I couldn't remember exactly what is it... by the way, did I quoted it right?)

p.s Anata aishiteru :)

人生无常

2010-10-15T04:09:00.000-07:00

人生无常，世事变化。

在每一刻都珍惜你身边的所有人。
下一秒是个未知数。。。

无常。。。

我的志愿

2010-09-20T00:57:00.000-07:00

我的志愿。从小学开始，作文题目一定会有我的志愿。就算到了中学，我的志愿偶尔还是会出现。在申请大学时，也得选你的八大志愿。

小时候的梦想是为了当一名设计师。不管是服装设计师还是室内设计师，我都可以。我记得我曾经很爱画画。我爱一切美丽的事物，我爱一切由我创造，我爱那天马行空。

上了中学，设计对于我来说已经没那么有吸引力了。你开始在意周遭的人给你的意见。他们说，设计在马来西亚没出路，很难找工。渐渐的，我的志愿从设计师变成建筑师。我还是爱艺术但是把它建立在物理上。

过了好一些时间，我发现我其实喜欢与小朋友和大家分享我的知识，我的经验。于是，我的志愿又多了一个---老师。不为什么，只因为我爱与人群一起。我也喜欢那份优越感，把一个人教会的感觉实在太棒了。我爱学生全神贯注的表情，我爱那爱发问的模样，我爱那与我分享他们的问题的信赖感。

曾经何时，我相当一个兽医。我爱动物，我爱自然的美与丑。我相看见那动物可爱的样子。我想帮助那无助的动物。

心理咨询师也曾是我的志愿。我爱分享，我愿意聆听。我喜欢探讨他人的内心世界，我喜欢观察他人的言行举止。我想让灰色内心世界变得七彩缤纷。

我也曾经想当作家。我爱写作。我爱用优美的文字来表达我的心声。我爱那文字底下的无限想象力。我喜欢把所有一切变成美丽的篇章。

我想当个旅行家。把旅程丰富我的人生，在每个不同的国度体验不一样的风土人情。世界的每一个角落都有我的影迹。世界各地都结交不同的朋友，四海皆是兄弟也。

我，就是那么花心。我爱那，我也爱着。我想因为我是射手吧。我也善变。我的志愿都是可以很多很多个。。。( 确实，还有好几个--不---- 是很多个）

现在的我想当什么？我想会是食物业的老板吧：）

3 年后的我或许又有了新志愿。。。

Happy Happy !!!

2010-09-06T23:04:00.000-07:00

Once again , its holiday again and I am heading home in few hours time. I have love and hate feelings toward the airport. Love it when I am going home and I am heading to my travel destination. Hate it when I am leaving my home town going to UKM.

Now , I am LCCT once again waiting for check in. I am so happy once again. I have waited for this moment very long. Though this holiday is going to be loaded with a lot of assignments and preparation for midsem , nevertheless I am gonna enjoy my holiday to the MAX at my home sweet home :)

I can hear the cats are calling for me now :)

寂寞与孤单

2010-09-04T03:22:00.000-07:00

曾经有人对我说过其实自己一个人没什么大不了。我也曾经懊恼了很久他言出何意呢...他很常一个人看电影，一个人逛街，一个人背包客，一个人吃饭，一个人。。。很多的一个人。。。我问过他。。。难道你不觉得寂寞与悲哀吗？他尽然反问我，那你一大帮你不曾觉得寂寞与空虚吗？

曾经有个代课老师（他是心理学博士班）你可以孤单的一个人过但你不能寂寞的过。孤单不一定是寂寞的但寂寞肯定是孤单的。我还记得那时他问了我一句，孤单与寂寞你选择哪一个？很深奥的一句却偏偏是很多人不能接受的。

也许你会发现你跟着一大帮朋友你也觉得心是空虚的。你不孤单但你感到寂寞。。。
有时候，你会发现原来自己一个人反而自在的多，心也并不是想象中那么可怜。你孤单但你不寂寞。。。

当一大群朋友围绕在身边，你还是觉得寂寞与空洞，那是可悲的。。。其实，有时自己一个人也很不错嘛：）

兄弟姐妹

2010-08-21T22:27:00.000-07:00

有一种关系
它叫兄弟
有一种联系
它叫姐妹

兄弟姐妹，
就算姐妹很漂亮
就算兄弟很帅气
也都会说---好难看
这就是兄弟姐妹

兄弟姐妹，
就算做什么都很出色
心里不自觉会觉得骄傲
而嘴里却总爱酸一下

兄弟姐妹，
总爱闹着玩
总爱吵吵闹闹
但感情依旧那么浓
那就是兄弟姐妹

兄弟姐妹，
发生了什么事
随时随地
在你左右
在你心坎
这就是兄弟姐妹

Tough--- Helpless

2010-08-21T04:31:00.000-07:00

I never ever cried because afraid of any insect , animal or other bugs not till this afternoon. While I was facebooking, I felt something so itchy just pass through my feet. And I looked down. Oh My god!!! Is centipede!!! Is very LONG and BIG. I estimated it about 20cm long. As lightning fast, I grabbed my broom to kill it. But , I couldn't find it. I spent whole afternoon finding it though my room is small. The process of looking for it was so scary.AND yes... I cried.. I screamed and I yelled. Felt so helpless that time. No one else can help except myself. I have to be strong though I am freaking inside out. I have to keep finding though I cried non-stop. I have to KILL it no matter what.... I have to...

Life is tough when you felt helpless at times.
I just realised I can be fragile and weak like this at the moment like this...
And I am not that tough I used to think I was ...

-----> My heart still pumping fast and hardly I can breath now.
-------->I am paranoid now.
------------> My room is full of Dettol smell now.
----------------------> I was so cruel to SMASH it into juices.

The Road Not Taken

2010-08-12T08:31:00.000-07:00

Two road diverge
One is less traveled and one is not
I hesitated and I chose the road which more people traveled
If I have chosen the road not taken
Would it be the same as today?

I looked back where I stood upon when I was confused
I thought what I used to be when I was at the junction of the road
I wondered if I had enough courage , would I change everything today?

The journey of the road continues
Regret or not it doesn't matter
It's just different point of view
Whichever road it leads,
I believe GOD will lead the way

For the moment now,
Believing, holding YOU firm is what I shall do
Don't Stop Believing and have FAITH in everything :)

不是

2010-07-31T03:31:00.000-07:00

成功不是偶然
幸福不是必然

成功不是巧遇
幸福不是偶遇

成功不是幸运
幸福不是好运

成功不怕失败
幸福不怕失去

Toy Story 3 ,Shrek ,Nanny Mc Phee

2010-06-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

I love cartoons , animation and how can i miss the Toy Story 3. For certain time and reason, I prefer watching animations rather than movie. And for this semester break ,I have watched all those animations in the cinema. 1st , it was Shrek Forever and After. Then , Toy Story 3.

This 2 movies were great and it worth watching with the message which they want to convey.

Shrek Forever and After.
I watched 4 Shrek's movie. 1st movie was great but 2nd and 3rd was just so so for me. However , it finished off nicely. The last episode indeed much meaningful than the previous. In the Shrek Forever and After, it reminds us that the best things are always around us and we should appreciate it.

p/s:Donkey is so lovable and the cat also.

Toy Story 3
I din't watch the toy story 1 and 2 but thanks to him ^^ . I know what was it the previous toy story. Though I din't watch 1st and 2nd but toy story 3 is marvelous. Toy Story 3 was very touching. It reminds me a lot of my childhood memory. I throw away my toys or donate to others when I no longer need them anymore. Every kids will grow one day and the toys mostly will be thrown away or donate away. That's the life of a toy.Though the toy is no longer with us but the happy memory and moments with the toys will remain in our heart till the time when our heart no longer beating.

p/s: Buzz in Spanish is so cute and cool.

Nanny Mc Phee: The Big Bang
Besides , I watched another movie which bring up a lot of childhood memory and also thoughtful message. I watched Nanny Mc Phee : The Big Bang. It remind me when the time we used to quarrel , fight and compete for something among the siblings. And in this movie, the nanny solve those problems and bring the siblings close to teach other.It teach us how to love , share , be confident ,have faith and also be brave.A fantastic movie which is suitable for whole family to watch. The phrase I like in this movie: When you need me but you don't want me, then I will stay. When you want me but no longer need me, then I must go. ( Nanny's phrase)

p/s: Flying pigs, swimming pigs are damn so cute XD

Kid's movie huh? ( who says?!!! ) These 3 movies are much better than other movie in the cinema now. Fantastic animation, good story line , superb production and last but no least very good and thoughtful message that being brought up .

Go to watch this movie before is down from cinema. :)

高处不胜寒

2010-06-20T07:34:00.000-07:00

高处不胜寒
低处的人往往不会明白高高在上的寒
那寒，低处的人是不会明白的
很多时候，处在低处的人往往不明白那高处的寒
在高处，他其实比跟多人看的远及深。。。
在高处，气压与环境都与低处不同
你必须换个方向来看。。。
你不可能再用你那在低的眼光。。。

你不了解高处不胜寒
就不要叽里呱啦吵个不停
也不要做无所谓的小动作

高处不胜寒，

在低处的你永远不会懂
只有经历过才会明白

后记：

1。请站在人家的立场想一想
2。最讨厌卑鄙小人拐弯抹角
3。最讨厌被忽略
4。最讨厌用有颜色的眼镜看人
5。我的作风，你不仁，我不义
6。我的作风，你敬我三尺，我敬你万丈（反之也）

端午节

2010-06-13T19:58:00.000-07:00

自从外婆去世以后，每每端午节妈妈都会裹粽。妈妈，虽然很累，但还是坚持。虽然没外婆那么好吃，但那份爱却更胜一筹。妈妈的坚持不为什么，只为了那份爱与传承。好让那份爱与坚持延续下去。

小时候，喜欢过年过节因为可以大鱼大肉，可以去玩。
现在的我，还是同样的喜欢。。。但是，里头更有另一份情怀。感恩，惜福，与爱的延续。因为，妈妈都把她满满的爱裹进粽子里了。妈妈，谢谢你那份坚持。

虽然端午节还没到，但还是提前向大家说声“端午节快乐”
在吃粽子当儿，别忘了裹在粽子里的爱 ^^（因为裹粽，真不容易呀）

Young vs Elder

2010-06-10T19:33:00.000-07:00

Youngster always have a lot of new and creative idea.
Elder always have their experience and wisdom to share.

I enjoy mixing with the elder as well as the youngster as I get different experience from them. Every moment of sharing with them enrich my life experience and view :) I learn from the youngster as well as from the elder. I love the intellectual conversation with the elder and the creative conversation with the youngster.

Thanks for those who come into my life.
Thanks for those who make me learned.
Thanks for those who make me cry and also laugh.
Thanks for those who has been apart of my life.
Thanks for those who be with me all these while.
Thanks for the supports and comments.

Sex Facts

2010-05-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

1. Human has the longest and biggest penis among the primate.( Man , proud of it!!!)

2.For man, they has longer ring finger than pointing finger. For woman, they has longer pointing finger than ring finger.

Reason: Testerone is taking its role. In human womb , when the fetus is exposed to high testerone level, it will has longer ring finger. That's why , man has longer ring finger. Don't believe? You can lay your finger flat on the table and compare your ring finger and pointing finger.

The more testerone is exposed in the womb during pregnancy , the longer it is of the ring finger.Men who are exposed more testerone have longer ring finger.The larger the difference between the pointing finger and ring finger , the more better it is of his cardiovascular function. He will be a better athlete. More MAN of course... hehe

3.At earlier stage of embryonic development, sex is not differentiated until the right hormone come in. All are female at the beginning until right hormone switch female to male.That's why man has nipple as well :)

4.Man is better in mechanical and logic. Woman is better in emotion and language.

5.Lips mimic the opening of vagina. That's why we have the temptation to kiss as it is a sexual attraction. ( Unconsciously)

6.Man finds his partner just for one need but woman find her partner for several needs.

7.36,24,36.. perfect figure huh? Is good indication for fertility also. Man tends to choose woman with great figure subconsciously because it is a indication of fertility.

For woman, they are much pickier in choosing partner. Because our ancestor bear their child themselves just like some other mammals which the mom only take care of their children. They are pickier so that the partner their chosen can give shelter and everything to her.

8.Our hormone will help us to determine and to find the right partner which is compatible with our genetic make up. ( That's why You will find your partner smell is soothing sometimes. And don't use too much cologne. It will cover up your own scent and cant help you detect the right partner.

9.When something happen, man look into the matter not the people. Woman look into people but not matter first.
Reason: Brain chemistry.

Just a piece of information to share with. :)

Credits- My ex-student who recommend to watch the documentary and also for downloading for me :)

Holidaysss

2010-05-09T23:02:00.000-07:00

It's holiday now. Yeah.. and I am enjoying my holidays. Is very relaxing and care-free .Who says holidays should go for a vacation. Staying at home is also a life. How great is that be when everything is just slow, relax and carefree.

Waking up naturally not by alarm clock. Cooking few dishes everyday for my family lunch and dinner. Reading some leisure material. Having a cup of tea or coffee in the afternoon. Walk my dog in the park everyday in the morning and in the afternoon. Free time to do some handicraft. Surfing on net not for assignment but to spend time. Watching my favorite drama. Playing keyboard whenever I can. Painting the memory I have.Singing out loud the songs I love. Yoga-ing, Swimming ,Cycling those which I never tired of..I am loving and enjoying this life. Simple ( and may be bored for some of you)but is just so relax.... I am enjoying to the max... YEAH... How can I say no to holidays?

Holidays , I love you

曾经

2010-05-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

曾经努力过

所以不想轻易放弃

曾经付出

所以更显得珍贵

曾经爱过

所以不后悔

曾经痛过

所以怕跌倒

曾经哭过

所以笑才显得更珍贵

我们都曾经拥有过

也曾经错过

那些多少得曾经

已不重要了

回首过去又有何用呢?

我只能说我曾经拥有过…

如果

2010-05-03T04:42:00.000-07:00

如果
鸟儿不展翅高飞
它永远不会知道天空有多辽阔

如果
马儿不奔跑
它永远不会知道奔驰的快感

如果
鱼儿不尽情地游
它永远不会知道水是平静地也是澎湃

如果
草儿不让风吹雨打
它永远都长不大

一些东西是必经的
无需逃避
人生就应该尽情的享受！！！

男人泪

2010-04-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

有多少次
你
看见你身边的男人流泪
他
可以是你爸爸，你爷爷，你爱人，朋友或者陌生人

俗语说得好：男儿有泪不轻弹。。。
每一个不同身份的人的泪，
每一样不同的感觉

那年，
我看见了他流泪
那是我长这么大以来
第一次看见从您坚强的外表下流下泪
那时我才看见
原来爱才有这魔力。。。
离别让您，哭了。。。

那年，
我看见了他流泪
那是这么久以来
第一次看你留泪
那时我才明白
原来深爱才会落泪

男人实在不易流泪。男儿有泪不轻弹说得好。男人如果真的流泪了，只因为他真的付出了感情。也只有爱，才会让泪流下来。（当然，那些爱哭鬼就另当别论啦!)

Holiday button has just switch on!!!

2010-04-28T04:14:00.000-07:00

Haiz....Just finish my last paper for this semester.After 10 papers marathon, I feel really exhausted NOT to mention that the paper just now was the 1st paper ever which I don't know what expression should I have. Should I be crying or laughing? Business paper and physic paper aren't that tough like this one... spectroscopy... This paper include a lot of physic stuff and I am not physic people I admit it... haiz...( I wonder how the seniors , and o ya... Yu Loon survive).I don't have enough time to do that paper and yet the paper is damn so tough. As far as I study all these academic years, this is the first time ever I got this feel. I TOTALLY, ABSOLUTELY DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO. Anyway , the good thing is that all of my friends say it is tough which makes me feel better. Hmmmm... Just Pray hard I m not gonna retake this course next semester.

Hmmm... Shoo away the moodiness. I NOW OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT MY HOLIDAY HAS JUST STARTED. Holiday plan? Enjoy my holiday to the fullest with my friends and family of course. Friends, I am calling you guys out for any leisure activities... hehe

I am going back tomorrow. Thinking of this , it boost my mood to the highest. NO MORE WORRIES BUT JUST HAPPINESS.

Meow !!! The cat's is calling . I can hear it.. yIPeee!!! Yahoo!!

at last down to 2 .....

2010-04-22T22:07:00.000-07:00

After 2 weeks , finally it is down to 2. Every semester when the final is coming, everyone will start to countdown how many papers left. Every semester the credits hour is much a lot compare to other friends. I can say that I sat for SPM every semester because every semester I have at least 9 to 10 papers since first year. ==

Feeling very unbalance when ever final started. Not because the exam but is my paper is always the most. ( Should I be happy because I learn more? )

Just had a conversation with my friends

A: How many papers u left?
Me: 2. And u?
A: Same also . We have sat for 2 papers already and left 2 only.
Me: WHAT??!!!!! We got 10 papers eh. Now then left 2 papers on next week.
A: WHAT???!!! 10 PAPERS???!!!
Me: Ya.. 10 papers as usual.. We are used to already.
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.
.
.
.
.
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The conversation went on....

Ya.. I know I am complaining each semester. I know I cant do anything to change.This is what I chosen. BUT..... I AM PSYCHOLOGICALLY IMBALANCE A!!! ( please forgive me... too much papers.. I just want to complain.. Complain Queen you can call me if you want to ><)

Countdown:
2 papers left
5 days final exam finish
6 days back to Kuching
7 days outing with my family and friends if I am able to...yeah!!!!

Disappointed...

2010-04-18T20:14:00.000-07:00

I'm really disappointed ....

The best thing in anything relationship is the LOVE. With love , we are willing to do anything that is good for your love one. But is this what should he get? You look so highly educated... yet you say something like this. It's very hurting. He will do everything for you. But don't you take a chance to take advantage of him. This is not really a responsibility of him. IT SHOULD BE YOURS. YET you blame them din't take good care. He NEEDS you more than us .I really wonder what is your responsibility and where is your LOVE and also your religious belief. Does it ask you to do something like this? Christian not supposed to be caring and loving?

I'm really disappointed but not angry. There is no point to be angry because she doesn't worth one. I know good will will come to us one day. I know he will continue doing because of LOVE. I know we shouldn't be stop doing good. Because only the GOD know. Good will pay good will. GOD bless us. GOD please forgive her...

Lame messages

2010-04-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

SMS and online chatting are one part of our life everyday.Most of the time , we use a lot abbreviation.Talking about messages ( SMS, MSN, FACCEBOOK and etc.) , there is a few messages which I think is SO SO SO LAME....

Messages that you always see:
1. K ( this is usually found in any messages when you or your friend agree something.... HELLO... PLEASE LA... You are so busy meh? JUST A K ... BETTER DON'T REPLY LA... a waste of money and energy just to type that K... An OKAY is much better than a K , K????!!!)

2. LOL @ LOLX ( I know you are laughing but something funny just shouldn't be ended with lol lolx... It is really LOL to end your conversation or joke with this LOL)

3. 10s which mean thanks ( PLEASE LA... Be more SINCERE when saying thank you to others la.. 3 letters just for a THANKS??!!)

Actually there still lots more, anyway at the moment I just can think of this 3 which are the most common. I don't mind using abbreviation in messages and it should be short and precise( but not that SHORT). Sometimes , its better for you to use the word rather than abbreviation. The receiver will feel that he is being appreciated and attention is being paid in this conversation.

Personally, I HATE the most is the K message. ( If just a K , YOU BETTER DON'T WASTE YOUR MONEY to reply me la...)

传承

2010-04-15T22:10:00.000-07:00

传承，
是香火的延续
是文化的延续
是梦想的延伸

传承
在科学角度里
那是物种为了生存
为了保有自己的特色
不为什么
只为了让自己的物种延续下去

传承
在文化国度里
那是捍卫民族的色彩
为了保有那名族的精神
不为什么
只为了留着那条根

传承
在社会组织里
那是目标的坚持
那是筑梦的灵魂
不为什么
只为了心中那份热忱

传承
那是一股精神
一股毅力
一份坚持
更是一份爱的延续

华语

2010-04-11T04:49:00.000-07:00

每每打开报章，都会看见报考SPM与STPM的考生越来越少。而大部分的学生给的理由是因为华语很难靠的A+（SPM) 或A（STPM）。无可否认，华语若要考的A 确实比其他科目难许多。而华语的成绩有每况愈下的趋势。这实在令人担忧呀！！！

华语报考的人数越来越少是因为教育制度问题呢？还是考生们自个儿的问题？

我国的教育制度以向来都非常注重考试成绩。学生们往往选着放弃华语只因为怕被拖累。在众多科目中，华语的确是不易呀。不止考分标准比其他科目高，就连题目也比其它科目难。但是就因为这样而放弃自己的母语吗？（也许我不大有资格这么说，毕竟我没报考STPM华语）试想想，身为一个华人若不爱惜自己的文化，不爱惜自己的母语，请问你要谁来爱呢？也许有些学生对华语有兴趣，但不报考。是的。。。教育的初衷本是由兴趣而始。但是，若你不报考，那么为何当初我们的先贤要极力争取呢？当报考人数越来越少，华语班很可能就要关闭了。那先贤们的努力岂不是白费？

学弟学妹们，请不要放弃学华语的机会。其他种族与国籍的人都想学华语。为何你们不把握你们有的机会呢？请不要放弃报考华语。华语是华人文化的灵魂呀！

不要

2010-03-31T06:02:00.000-07:00

不要

因为想要恋爱

而找一个人来爱

不要

因为寂寞难耐

而找一个人来陪

不要

因为没有勇气

而选择放弃

不要

因为一时的喜欢

就把它当作是爱

不要

因为别人恋爱

你也恋爱

不要把喜欢当成爱

不要把欣赏当成爱

不要把理所当然当成爱

不要

误解了爱。。。

May be , A Murderer!!!

2010-03-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

What if your friend whom you know very well is a murderer?
What if your neighbor next door is a murderer?
What if your boss is a murderer?
What is your best friend is a murderer?
What if one of your family members is a murderer?
What if your teacher or lecturer is a murderer?
What if your lover is murderer?
What.... IF....

What if your friend has buried the murdered in his backyard?
What if your neighbor has buried the murdered in his backyard?
What if your boss has buried the murdered in his office?
What is your best friend has buried the murdered in his backyard?
What if one of your family members has buried the murdered in your house?
What if your teacher or lecturer has buried the murdered in his office?
What if your lover has buried the murdered in his backyard?

What...IF...
I could not imagine that if it is real...

Horoscope?

2010-03-26T00:30:00.000-07:00

Do you believe in horoscope?

Lately, I fell in love studying human behavior according to their horoscope. It's amazing and I always wonder how the personality for each horoscope is known. I used to love astrology last time but it was for a short while only. ( Typical Sagitarian..haha)

I met quite a number of people who are Sagitarrian and I found it interesting that we have the same horoscope with . The reason is that you seems to know what they is going to do but at the same time you will wonder .THIS IS BECAUSE... Saggitarian never gives a definite answer and they don't have a set model in his or her thinking but they do have their own principles. They hate rigid RULES , they don't like tight schedule , they like CHANGES ( of course it depends on how is the CHANGES) these makes it so interesting to deal with them. As for my self , my moon sign Scorpio and I have much greater curiosity to know more about human personality.

It is interesting to study human behavior according to horoscope personality... I am not being superstitious here. But , it is interesting to compare your personality trait with your horoscope... Awwww.... How I miss my horoscope show last time by Jesse Tang...

简单点

2010-03-18T21:36:00.000-07:00

思想简单点
烦恼就少一点
快乐就多一点

生活简单点
麻烦就少一些
乐趣就多一些

做人简单点
猜疑就少一点
信任就多一点

爱的简单点
冲突就少一些
甜蜜就多一些

人生嘛！！！
就是要简单点呀！！！

爱

2010-03-13T04:36:00.000-08:00

爱
有人说得容易，有人说得难
难其实不难，容易其实不容易

爱
不是说你爱我就那么简单
爱
不是你为我牺牲那么容易

爱
包含的太多了
那时责任
那是理智
不是儿戏

为了爱而自杀，那是幼稚
为了爱而颓废，那是堕落

爱
是你情我愿，不是生死相逼

Love is in the air?

2010-03-08T06:43:00.000-08:00

Love is in the air?

Is that love virus is spreading around? Love is bugging everyone... Spring is coming for everyone? I dunno but I wish you guys all the best ^^ Happily ever after if its happen to be ^^

回家

2010-03-02T00:48:00.000-08:00

昨天，上了一课，父母的爱永远是最伟大的。父母到年老会很寂寞。而这社会却往往有太多忘恩负义的人。父母给的爱是无限量，往往我们却给不会无限量。。

很多人问我，将来毕业了要去那儿发展呢？
我---要回家。
跟着很多人会说，为何不留在大城市呢或去外头呢?
机会多，高薪，发展空间大。。。
是的。。都无可否认
然而，我却想回家。。
对家的思念是必然的，但有些东西更值得我去珍惜---父母

小时候
很向往往外飞
常常对父母说我想去外边发展
父母都说好
我很高兴
因为那时不知天高地厚

现在的我明白了。。。
其实好的背后包含了忧伤
父母当然会支持儿女的
但他们心底深处都希望子女留下来陪他们

犹记得有一次，
很偶然的我听到了父母与长辈们的谈话
谈话内容是希望他们年老儿女都在身边
于担心我们不懂在外都过得如何
顿时，觉得一股心酸（虽然我时不小心听到）

我也还记得
当我第一次离开家里
父母的眼神
让我明白了
“我爱你，可是我不能一直留你在我身边
我必须放你走，然后让你自个儿去闯
也许你会跌倒，我会很心痛。但我要让你自己跌倒自己爬。。
而只要你能站起来，你就成功了。也许你可能想要放弃，我们永远会在旁边为你打气。。。如果哪一天累了，就回家吧。”

每次我回家，
父母渐渐老了
我渐渐长大
岁月在他们脸庞，身体留下了痕迹
父母老了，
身子也差了，
我不想再让他们担心了。。。
是我因该担心他们的。。。
为何我要离开他们身边呢？

每次回家，
父母都说回来就好。。。
每次分离，
都看见他们隐藏的担心
他们掩饰得很好呀。。。

“树于静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在”
这句话验证了。。
我看了很多朋友的父母，突然间就离开了人世
他们都很后悔，为何当初没有多一点时间陪他们
我想在还来得及时，好好的陪在父母身边
所以我选择了回家。。。

UKM again...

2010-02-22T01:11:00.000-08:00

After one week of holiday, back to UKM again( how i wish the time could stop there.

I enjoyed the visiting and outing with friends and family.

CNY celebration: every year is the same , but every year is happy also so do this year. I spent most of my ang pao watching movie....(no $$$ liao) . Friends, thanks for the great moment you gave me. Is great out with you guys and have so much fun. Family, thanks also, i miss you guys and love you guys and i cherish the moment we have been together.

Valentine celebration: Arigatou gozaimashita. You suprise me and I love the present and the telepathy between us ..kogayki kao kao... hehe..^^ (how i wish i could bring the cheesecake over here)

Happy belated CNY to all and also eastern valentine aka as chap goh mei in advance ^^

( start count down when going back again ..haha)

影子

2010-01-28T05:18:00.000-08:00

没有人会是其他人的影子
你有你自己的影子

你的影子
独一无二
他的影子
你抄袭不了

影子，影子，影子
让有些人好疲惫
让有些人好压力
让有些人失去了自我
让有些人迷失了方向

别人的影子
不是你该跟随的
你有自己的影子，何苦活在别人影子底下呢？

Write your feeling

2010-01-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

Write out your feeling is a way to overcome anxiety and also depression. This is good for those with psychology problem.

What would you do when you feel like to express your word but you found that there is no audience there for you?

Sometimes, not everyone can understand how you feel and what you are going through. Yea, some of us might be thinking sharing all those problem with friends , families or someone close. However, there wont be always the right time ,right place and right person for you to spill out your problem.
so.... what shall we do?

Writing out your feeling , your thoughts , your emotion will be the best solution. You can write letter to no body, have a journal of your emotion everyday, or blog your feeling. It does really help. It provides the channel for you to spill out. Day after day, month after month, you will realize that you can cope with your emotion much better. You become more matured when it comes to handling things which involve the emotion, thinking and also feelings.

You might wonder how it could be so magical? But this is the way it is. When emotion is expressed in correct channel , you will be better in psychologically.

Try keep track of your emotion . Have a emotion diary . You will be laughing that why you will act so stupidly at that time, being so angry or depressed that time when you look back your emotional journal. When you do feel like this, congratulations, you have become more mature in handling emotion. So, why don't give it a try?

p/s: 1.Sharing from my lecturer who is a counselor. Thanks for his sharing.
2. I tried before and YES, it works.

thinking.. wondering

2010-01-09T17:43:00.000-08:00

I always thinking and wondering about that am I really not suitable to this place. I am not belong to here>?

My physical and mentally always feel sick when come to here. May be I don't know how to take care and protect my self .thats why...

I belong to the place where I belong...

Selfish ? Realistic?

2010-01-09T17:14:00.000-08:00

Human are meant to be selfish ? How true is that? The Chinese saying 人不为己天诛地灭 . Is that really what is happening to our society now?

Why every time I choose to believe people and they turn into a ugly monster?
I thought there still a lot of kind people and nice people out there yet I am so WRONG. The reality proves it wrong. Disappointed ...So ugly , so selfish and so realistic...

What have we did wrong? Because we don't choose the activity you want? or join together with you... AND YOU ( sickening selfish, very " geli", very realistic ) don't always come to bother me... I am not CLOSE with you even...( wtf.. this kind of attitude still want us follow u and that is boring somemore....)

Are we too naive or too kind?

Is hard to mix with those people when you always worry a lot of things when getting along with them..

Haiz... this sometimes make me homesick and feel that Kuching people is still the best.

Its gonna be busy again...

2010-01-06T19:04:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... Just finish writing my 1st lab report.Yipee!!( hopefully there is no other changes anymore) This semester is gonna be a busy semester for me.

Bad news come after good news. hmmm... On Tuesday we were notified that we only have 5 labs session for the subject of analisis kimia makanan lanjutan. Yeah. We were very happy as the lab will end before CNY as scheduled. However , yestersday we were told by the lecturer of food preservation that we will have food preservation lab for 10 sessions for 10 weeks. How awful is that. :(

3 lab each week+ 3 lab reports each week + assignmentssssssss +tutorialsssssssss + projectsssss from different subject frequently = tiredness....
I always wonder why I am so busy compared to others.. Why others have less credit hours??? WHY??

How I wish I can be relaxed all the time. CNY is near and I am already in CNY mood. I dont have mood to study . I am counting down the days to CNY. This lift my spirit and ease my homesick.

Cant wait for CNY to come.Hehe.WooHoo!!. Tiger roaring!!!!

2010

2010-01-03T04:13:00.000-08:00

It is good to be impulsive sometimes. Guess what ? I went back to Kuching just for a few days which my family didn't believe that I am going back. Having great time with family and also my dear. Thanks dear for the time u given me. I realised that I love my family more every time I went back.

Thus , in the year 2010, I wish and I hope I can be with my family closer and closer. Hope to spend more time with them. (Air asia and Mas please do have great deal always..hehe). This year I guess I will be much busier than previous semester. Anyway , I wish to read more books. How I wish I have the time for leisure reading not academic reading. Nothing much I wsh for 2010. I just hope 2010 will be a better year for all of us.

Some messages for my loved ones,

Papa Mama,
Stay healthy and happy always.

Sis and Bro,
Stay healthy , have good result in whatever you do. You have my support all the way down..., Happy always and listen to Mama and Papa..

Dear,
Stay healthy, happy and do well in what ever you do. Love you ever more.

Friends,
Keep in touch , stay healthy and happy always also.

World,
Peaceful world.

A better 2010 , together we moving forward ...

Winter soltice

2009-12-21T18:05:00.000-08:00

Just came back to ukm again, where the jungle is. Feeling homesick and missing my family once i reach here. How emo am I. Why every time I feel worse than before.I still not used to the feeling leaving home. How I wish I can be with my family now celebrating winter soltice today. I miss you guys. I feel so reluctant to accept the truth that I am in ukm now.. sienzzz la....

No tang yuan from home. The warmthness from my home. I miss it....Mama, can you just post it to me... hehe

Love buried inside my heart

2009-11-28T21:58:00.000-08:00

When the love is buried under my heart and it remains buried. The memories with you was so special yet interesting. I always hope to find another substitute ( may be there is no substitute) I miss the way you gone crazy. I miss the way you being disobedient. I miss the way you being lazy . I miss the cuteness....Oddy, I miss you so much ( hmmm... the hamster in my house makes me remind of you)... I want a new pet dog. I want a new life come into my family and my life... new pet dog.. new pet dog... new pet dog!!!

p/s: anyone got puppy for adoption , pls let me know ya... hehe ^^

蜕变

2009-11-12T19:17:00.000-08:00

毛虫

曾经是个毫不起眼的东西

经过时间得垂念

经过风吹雨打的日子

慢慢地蜕变成美丽的蝴蝶

蜕变

也许是漫长的

也许是辛苦的

但

你所经历的一切

将会让你变成漂亮的蝴蝶….

我们の成长日记

2009-11-10T19:56:00.000-08:00

犹记得那年某月某日
忘了我们如何打破沉默
两个陌生的人
在茫茫人海中
却偏偏让我俩相遇

是缘分？是巧合？
我不确定
但可以笃定地说
“没错，就是你。我不后悔”

数不清是多少次
也忘了是多少次
我向你倾诉
而我听你细诉
无数的天南地北
我已数不清

你的肩膀
总是为我而备
我的双手
常年为你而开
你的烦恼
我为你分担
我的忧愁
你为我化解

感谢上帝让我们相遇
感谢你在我生命中留下烙印
很庆幸，一路上有你陪伴

距离不成是障碍
心若系在一起
即怕什么距离呢？

曾经一起疯狂的日子
曾经一起奋斗的日子
我们一起成长
我们一起走过
那些酸甜苦辣
那些的曾经是昨天
昨天的累积了我们的感情

也许那天我们各自追梦去了
也许那一天我们一一成家立业了
也许那一天我们渐渐老去
而我们却会像陈年佳酿
越陈越醇，越陈越香。。。

Myth or Fact ?

2009-11-02T05:23:00.000-08:00

As I read through my notes, studying for final, I found some interesting fact and myth which I will like to share with all of my friends here. Nowadays, more and more people is concern about their diet and health. The very hot topic which always being emphasized by the media is DIET. When we talk about diet, first thing that come into our mind is CALORIES. It is not easy for one to slim down. REASON? Determination. Mentally and Physically. We should pay respect and give support to those on diet. If you want to lose1kg of adipos e tissue /week, you have to decrease your calorie intake by approximately 11ookcal/ day or increase your physical activity 1100kcal/day. See.. how much you need to work just to lose that one kilo? (hmmmm... anyway ,that is not main point which I wanted to share..)

Myth or Fact?

1. Eating chicken is better than eating other red meat? myth? fact?
----MYTH. The saturated fat is as much as in the red meat. However, if the chicken is eat without skin, less fat is being consumed.

2.Taking vitamins supplement is a good way to increase vitamin intake? myth? fact?
------MYTH. Most of the vitamins supplement goes into your toilet before your body can absorb. Best vitamins source come from your fresh vegetables, fruits as well as meat. Vitamin is needed for certain people only which the deficiency of vitamin is serious.

3.Bread and potato is high fat food?myth ? fact?
------MYTH.Bread and potato have a high starch content not fat. It becomes HIGH FAT FOODS when we add in a lot of oils when cooking such as deep frying.

4. Yogurt is good for you? myth? fact?
------FACT. Yogurt contains lactic acid bacteria which is good for colon microflora. It helps you maintain your colon health as it prevent constipation as well. After having antibiotic as medication, one shall eat more yogurt.

5. Egg is not good as it contains high cholesterol. myth? fact?
-------MYTH. Egg does contain cholesterol but is the good cholesterol. Egg is the rich source of variety of nutrients that our body need. It is a best source of protein. Our body can absorb the egg protein easily as the PER ( Protein Efficiency Ratio) is very high among other meat products which are also source of protein. There is lot more. ( I have an article about EGGS. anyone interested can let me know. I can email to you.. hehe)

Hmmm... that's all for this time. Will be sharing other useful information next time

recently...

2009-10-31T21:56:00.000-07:00

Recently, my blog is mainly in chinese. The reason? I LOVE chinese but I feel that my chinese is deteriorating. Feel so sad and ashame of myself as CHINESE is my favourite language and also my mother toungue AND I AM a CHINESE .I love the art of this language , the history of the language and the culture behind it.. but, buT, bUT, BUT....... How can this be...aRGHHH .. my chinese... deteriorating..I have forgotten a lot of words and pronounciation.... Shame on me.. Disappointed..... Upgradation is needed INDEED. Read more chinese materials, watch more chinese movie and write more?

都是你

2009-10-31T18:17:00.000-07:00

我

与你结下了缘

于是我爱上了你

你

在我生活日记里

每一页都记载着你

在我记忆拼图里

每一块都是你

在我视线里

都是你的身影

都是你让我中了毒

全都是你……

珍惜

2009-10-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

人

往往要等到

失去时才懂得珍惜

当你拥有时

你也许会

觉得理所当然

或者是有些烦

我

不后悔

我的付出

我

只怪世界无常

这一刻你拥有的

下一秒就可能不是你的了

朋友们,请珍惜你身边的一切吧!

在还来得及时

请珍惜你爱的人,身边的一切吧!

Think about it, yourself!!

2009-10-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

Your words reflect who you are!!!

Do not expect respect from others when you don't respect others no matter who you are. Even you are leader or somebody on top of the world you should respect others!! Respect is what we need!!

Your ugliest part is shown because your words and attitude. You don't pay the respect and recognition to other peoples. May be you should be ashame of yourself. May be is the time for the reflection of yourself. May be you never realized where is your mistake. ( how sad is that?)

Is this our mistake? we doubt it...
Is this your mistake?
who fault is it?

淡淡地

2009-10-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

爱

有时不需来得太快

也不需太轰烈

反而淡淡的爱, 淡淡地情意

更让人心动

悄悄地走入爱人的心中

慢慢地在他心里留下爱苗

渐渐地让它长大

然后再轻轻地对他说一声"我爱你!"

火柴

2009-09-12T17:15:00.000-07:00

我为那些不懂得珍惜生命的人感到可怜

我为那些不懂得珍惜生命之中最爱感到悲哀

生命既是如此的短暂

就如火柴一般

划过了

在火柴盒留下了痕迹

燃烧的生命,渐渐熄灭.

熄灭了,

只剩下灰烬,

一旦被风吹了,盒子也丢了

就再也没了一丝痕迹.

火柴再长再大枝,

若不闪亮,不灼热

也只不过是一枝无用的火柴罢了

一枝明亮且光热但短而小的火柴

生命虽有限

但它永远是一枝有用的火柴

生命不在乎它的宽度

只在乎它的亮度

活得精彩就是生命

一路走来

2009-09-11T04:52:00.000-07:00

某年某月某一天

平平凡凡的日子

让我遇见了你

那年那日那时

陌生的面孔

陌生的问候

渐渐的融入我心扉

那时那刻

一切都从零开始

从陌生变了熟悉

从腼腆变了无话不说

友情慢慢的从零开始了

友情慢慢的加温了

友情从那一刻开始了

一路走来

跌跌撞撞

我都不怕

因为身旁总有人扶我一把

一路走来

起起伏伏

我都不怕

因为身边有个人叫朋友

一路走来

喜怒哀乐

我们一起分享

我们一起分担

因为我们是朋友

~~sWeedie gArdeN~~

4.2

Hello 2012 and bye bye 2011.

Christmas Wish List

我相信

屬龍的射手座的特點

人生

4.1

雨夜

My Theme Song

My Theme Song

想家

Illusion

Thanks GOD

一切尽在不言中

Smurfingly Student Life :)

Letter to the L.O.V.E.S

Simplicity. Minimalist

~~H`oliDAY gARdEN ~~

Best Time to Travel to Kuching

孩子们，不要急着长大！

Harry Potter

Travel Kuching

Home Sweet Home

Road Bully!!!

Birthday Present :)

Study Tips

校园暴力

April Fulls 4/4

April Fulls 3

Aprils Fulls 2

April Fulls :)

世界别为我担心

My Days With Mitch & Morrie

我的20+懂了

2 months :)

Reasons to Get Attached :)

2 weeks after...

Kuching, all Over again :)

思念

The Forgotten?

Harry Potter 7. The Deathly Hallow

干爹干娘，干哥哥，干姐姐，干妹妹，干弟弟。。。

Miss

曾经

友

Short Break

Exam

Sagittarian vs Geminian

射手座

Final

P.S I love you

人生无常

我的志愿

Happy Happy !!!

寂寞与孤单

兄弟姐妹

Tough--- Helpless

The Road Not Taken

不是

Toy Story 3 ,Shrek ,Nanny Mc Phee

高处不胜寒

端午节

Young vs Elder

Sex Facts

Holidaysss

曾经

如果

男人泪

Holiday button has just switch on!!!

at last down to 2 .....

Disappointed...

Lame messages

传承

华语

不要

May be , A Murderer!!!

Horoscope?

简单点

爱

sWeedie gArdeN

H`oliDAY gARdEN

我们の成长日记